I spent all my time
Writing that real shit
But I fell off
Like love never made a difference
So my lyrics
Remains a blank CD
That you won't hear on the radio
I have to bring it to life
Like the police
Who are still killing black folks
No need to be a savage
Just gotta show y'all
I can bring that pain to life
Cause I can no longer
Rush off the stage
Cause who will show you
That you need pain & fear
To be that executor
No to be that prisonor
Let alone be a slave
Just to stay alive
See I spent my days writing poems
And rehearsing
But it changed once
The devil heard of me
So I had to get deep
Not to be that villian
Who came to rape you
If I don't get it right
Then ima be weak
Like them fuck boys
Who turned great women
Into bad bitches
Just infecting with that weak pussy
It don't take much
To be a great lyricist
All you gotta do
Is turn gay
To be heard
Tell the devil
I don't write
To get bad nerves
I write to stop the purge
So I bring that pain to life
By expressing that fear
No need for me to overdose
Let alone kill
Cause being a poet
Is that true antidote
I can keep going on &on
But ima stop here
So you can put
Down the ignorance
Thursday, December 8, 2016
Thursday, November 10, 2016
Chronic pain
You are suffering
Cause you refuse
To be that change
Suffering like it's a game
Coming back as that virus
Making us bleed
From that sexual fantasy
Voting for Trump
Gave us a new prison sentence
I can't breathe
Cause I got chronic pain
All in my veins
Don't roll the dice
To collect fame
Roll the dice
To end the game
We will end racism
By not acting like savages
Cause they are ready
To kill us
For expressing our pain
Cause you refuse
To be that change
Suffering like it's a game
Coming back as that virus
Making us bleed
From that sexual fantasy
Voting for Trump
Gave us a new prison sentence
I can't breathe
Cause I got chronic pain
All in my veins
Don't roll the dice
To collect fame
Roll the dice
To end the game
We will end racism
By not acting like savages
Cause they are ready
To kill us
For expressing our pain
Friday, October 28, 2016
Pyramids
I can't sleep
cause slavery ain't over
so the war
remains the prosecutor
it ain't about being a hero
it's about sparking the brain
from becoming that virus
who went insane
just to kill
with that fear
erasing love like it
had no meaning
the creator gave us tools
but that evil grew
and that's when
ignorance became the truth
so we gave our responsibility away
to be in the dark
crying about why me
we need that painful challenge
so that we don't
become a villain
who refused to come back
from that fear
still blaming the government
on why black people
can't have success
no we surrendered
due to that fear
they killed Martin Luther King Jr,
Malcolm X, Tupac Shakur, The Black Panthers & Toussaint Louviture
to tell us change & peace
will never be an option
so we just accept it
to become that program
just killing each other
to have fame
of selling fantasies
we should become educated
but we rather
make demonic music
and do meaning less dances
cause it requires too much work
to end the devils war
we always resort to protesting, boycotting and riots
cause that's all we know
we must abolish the white supremacist
and the black supremacist
who believe being corrupt
is the only drug you need
aren't you done living in
the devils pyramid
so can we use money as tool
and make this community called unity
Friday, October 7, 2016
It was a fantasy until I made love to you
I use to be the one
Who held back
When it came
To being a freak
But that all changed
Once I started
Looking at those pics
On that Instagram
Yes I had seen
Plenty of pages
Where they had body
But none had a shape
Like yours
So I had to
Examine all of yours
To see if
I was trippin
And that's when
My dick started going crazy
To the point
Where I got hard every time
So my dick was blowing up
With so much precum
That I jacked off multiple times
Just imaging what I
Can do to that body of yours
See I'll begin
By writing this erotic poem
To stimulate your nipples
Like the tongue never could
And you have that face
That I'll never forget
Imaging how it would be
To kiss you
In a nasty way
Would already have me
That I will never
Leave the house
Just to sip on a drank
Saving that pussy and ass
For last because
I want to take my time
Using my tongue & lips
To corress every inch
Of your curves and scars
When I saw your pics
Of them thick
Juicy legs and ass
It took me
Straight to an orgasm
That it made me
Work up a sweat
I want to spend
An hour or two
Eating that pussy
From the front & back
Making sure you are ready
For me to use that dick
Fuck a quickie
I want to fuck all night
Until you can no longer
Shake that ass
Let alone keep the pussy open
Then once we are done fucking
I will run u
A nice hot bath
With the best wine
you can have
Then lay you on the bed
To give you another orgasm
Getting baby oil
To use for that
Full body massage
Making sure you are ready
For that next session
Of making love
Where we can cum
At the same dam time
And kissing while we
Nut all over each other
Yes you have eyes
That erase stereotypes
That all sexy women
Remain damaged let alone
Stuck up
Due to fake love
I didn't tell you
This fantasy because
This is weird
How a man
Can get horny
By looking at pics daily
I had to let go
And let my dick be free
You are that
Walking artwork that
Must be showed off daily
Yes this is my fantasy
Before I got to know you
It was a fantasy
Until I made
Love to you
I made love to you
With my actions
To heal you from that love
That had no affection
Now that you heard this poem
Did it make you curious
That I'm not here
To penetrate you
With this fantasy
Of erotic love making
Who held back
When it came
To being a freak
But that all changed
Once I started
Looking at those pics
On that Instagram
Yes I had seen
Plenty of pages
Where they had body
But none had a shape
Like yours
So I had to
Examine all of yours
To see if
I was trippin
And that's when
My dick started going crazy
To the point
Where I got hard every time
So my dick was blowing up
With so much precum
That I jacked off multiple times
Just imaging what I
Can do to that body of yours
See I'll begin
By writing this erotic poem
To stimulate your nipples
Like the tongue never could
And you have that face
That I'll never forget
Imaging how it would be
To kiss you
In a nasty way
Would already have me
That I will never
Leave the house
Just to sip on a drank
Saving that pussy and ass
For last because
I want to take my time
Using my tongue & lips
To corress every inch
Of your curves and scars
When I saw your pics
Of them thick
Juicy legs and ass
It took me
Straight to an orgasm
That it made me
Work up a sweat
I want to spend
An hour or two
Eating that pussy
From the front & back
Making sure you are ready
For me to use that dick
Fuck a quickie
I want to fuck all night
Until you can no longer
Shake that ass
Let alone keep the pussy open
Then once we are done fucking
I will run u
A nice hot bath
With the best wine
you can have
Then lay you on the bed
To give you another orgasm
Getting baby oil
To use for that
Full body massage
Making sure you are ready
For that next session
Of making love
Where we can cum
At the same dam time
And kissing while we
Nut all over each other
Yes you have eyes
That erase stereotypes
That all sexy women
Remain damaged let alone
Stuck up
Due to fake love
I didn't tell you
This fantasy because
This is weird
How a man
Can get horny
By looking at pics daily
I had to let go
And let my dick be free
You are that
Walking artwork that
Must be showed off daily
Yes this is my fantasy
Before I got to know you
It was a fantasy
Until I made
Love to you
I made love to you
With my actions
To heal you from that love
That had no affection
Now that you heard this poem
Did it make you curious
That I'm not here
To penetrate you
With this fantasy
Of erotic love making
Sunday, September 25, 2016
The devil's fake love
I created my pageback
social media
Not to sell my dick
With those lies
Like the devil who
Keeps coming back
Yes your tears remain deep
Because your guard is way up
With that nightmare on repeat
Cause you have an addiction
For them fuck boys and trap niggas
Who had enough of being faithful
And tired of being degraded
Cause the media brain washed you
So I'm the fairytale
Cause I'm holding back
Why should I contact
To have sex
If it's not real
If I wanted easy pussy
All I had to do was pay
$9.99 on lair way each month
It wasn't your sex appeal
That spoke to me
It was your pain
That you used
To keep me in the dark
Cause my wisdom
Was too much
Your insecurities won't
Make me retire from love
All it did was prepare me
Not to go insane
Like the devil
Who can't stop
Being that man of fake love
Me convincing you
From not committing suicide
Didn't make you appreciate men more
All it did was boost your ego
You just don't understand
That I love hard with words and actions
But yet I'm the fairytale
Who is still holding back
social media
Not to sell my dick
With those lies
Like the devil who
Keeps coming back
Yes your tears remain deep
Because your guard is way up
With that nightmare on repeat
Cause you have an addiction
For them fuck boys and trap niggas
Who had enough of being faithful
And tired of being degraded
Cause the media brain washed you
So I'm the fairytale
Cause I'm holding back
Why should I contact
To have sex
If it's not real
If I wanted easy pussy
All I had to do was pay
$9.99 on lair way each month
It wasn't your sex appeal
That spoke to me
It was your pain
That you used
To keep me in the dark
Cause my wisdom
Was too much
Your insecurities won't
Make me retire from love
All it did was prepare me
Not to go insane
Like the devil
Who can't stop
Being that man of fake love
Me convincing you
From not committing suicide
Didn't make you appreciate men more
All it did was boost your ego
You just don't understand
That I love hard with words and actions
But yet I'm the fairytale
Who is still holding back
She is that love that speaks
On the first day of school
I took one look
And said dayum
She is fine & tall
But I wanted to know
Is she that queen
Who is no longer hurt
It got more interesting
When you started testing me
So I took on the task
To tell you
You are that sexy queen
Who needs to show the universe
That you are more
Than that beauty
Of art work
You are that sexiness
That doesn't fade away
See I'm not writing this
To get you wet
I'm writing this
Cause you are
That love that speaks
So you ain't gotta
Bend over in front of me
To let me know you exist
A real man
Will take his time
To give you that love
That is worth fighting for
She is that love that speaks
So when these men
Bring you that payless dick
Let them know
You want that love
That is a shield
She is that love that speaks
I took one look
And said dayum
She is fine & tall
But I wanted to know
Is she that queen
Who is no longer hurt
It got more interesting
When you started testing me
So I took on the task
To tell you
You are that sexy queen
Who needs to show the universe
That you are more
Than that beauty
Of art work
You are that sexiness
That doesn't fade away
See I'm not writing this
To get you wet
I'm writing this
Cause you are
That love that speaks
So you ain't gotta
Bend over in front of me
To let me know you exist
A real man
Will take his time
To give you that love
That is worth fighting for
She is that love that speaks
So when these men
Bring you that payless dick
Let them know
You want that love
That is a shield
She is that love that speaks
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
podcast and first video for my youtube channel
Good afternoon happy Monday hope all is well, i have created a podcast on an app called podbean; where you can create podcast on the go; and listen to podcast and audio books on the go; also did my first video for my YouTube channel when love calls it will speak; name of the video; love is not the enemy; check me out; also follow me on instagram @jarvonlovereveals; I promote nothing buy positivity; and preaching the word of our creator
podcast and first video for my youtube channel
Good afternoon happy Monday hope all is well, i have created a podcast on an app called podbean; where you can create podcast on the go; and listen to podcast and audio books on the go; also did my first video for my YouTube channel when love calls it will speak; name of the video; love is not the enemy; check me out; also follow me on instagram @jarvonlovereveals; I promote nothing buy positivity; and preaching the word of our creator
Sunday, August 7, 2016
Looking for artist and sponsors
Good morning happy Sunday hope all is well
You must learn that drugs can't cure you
Your healing is done through the spiritual process
Don't spend life holding on to the past
I am looking for artist who need their music played on the radio
I am Jarvon Reveals a radio announcer; poet and independent Radio Producer
For Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine in Hollywood California
Send me your music on Facebook messenger
I'm also looking for sponsors
My goal is to get rich to fix what remains broken
One of my campaigns I will be working on is
Making sure homeless people in America have permanent housing and hire chefs to make food for them
A shelter is not housing for homeless people
Another campaign is to help people pay off their school loans
And give scholarships to people in school, wanting to start their own businesses or be an entrepreneur
I wake up to help people
Not rob them to keep them in fear
You must learn that drugs can't cure you
Your healing is done through the spiritual process
Don't spend life holding on to the past
I am looking for artist who need their music played on the radio
I am Jarvon Reveals a radio announcer; poet and independent Radio Producer
For Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine in Hollywood California
Send me your music on Facebook messenger
I'm also looking for sponsors
My goal is to get rich to fix what remains broken
One of my campaigns I will be working on is
Making sure homeless people in America have permanent housing and hire chefs to make food for them
A shelter is not housing for homeless people
Another campaign is to help people pay off their school loans
And give scholarships to people in school, wanting to start their own businesses or be an entrepreneur
I wake up to help people
Not rob them to keep them in fear
Saturday, August 6, 2016
IF you missed my first radio show
Good morning happy Saturday
Hope you are learning that love is not the nightmare
We bleed cause we can't
Over come the fear
Over come the pain
Over come the struggle
Over come the hate and self hate
Over come being programmed
By the devils sickness
Its all a temporary sickness
To prepare us for the Creators blessing
Now if you missed my first radio show
The next one is on 8-11-2016 @9:15am pacific coast time
On KCLA fm 99.3 classic rock internet radio
Hope you are learning that love is not the nightmare
We bleed cause we can't
Over come the fear
Over come the pain
Over come the struggle
Over come the hate and self hate
Over come being programmed
By the devils sickness
Its all a temporary sickness
To prepare us for the Creators blessing
Now if you missed my first radio show
The next one is on 8-11-2016 @9:15am pacific coast time
On KCLA fm 99.3 classic rock internet radio
Tuesday, July 26, 2016
I need a team for my talk show mixed with music and interviews
Happy Tuesday hope all is well, I am Jarvon Reveals from South central Los Angeles California. I am a poet, writer inspired actor and model. Who is an independent radio producer for Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine studio is located in Hollywood California. I am looking for a female co-host and camera man who does graphic design, this is a talk show mixed with music, open mic for artist and will do interviews with people in different industries, American Network Radio station slash studio, is open Thursday's through Sundays from 11am until 7pm. Once we get enough sponsors I am willing to pay $15 an hour, name of talk show is when love calls it will speak, that will discuss many topics, my # is 3238150808. Have an amazing week.
Saturday, July 23, 2016
Talk show
Good morning happy Saturday hope all is well. I did my second how for music yesterday on 7-22-2016 and it will air on Thursday morning 8-11-2016 at 9:15am on KCLA FM internet radio. I passed my test yesterday to go into phase 2 of being an independent radio producer and I will need a female co-host; a camera man, and a person who is a graphic design artist to add special effects. I am located in South Central Los Angeles California, and the studio for American Network Radio is in Hollywood California @5287 Sunset blvd. The name of the talk will be, when love calls it will speak. I chose that because not only from experience and learning it from the creator who is our first love. Also cause we battle this everyday and reject it due to temporary pain, and temporary fear. The man who gave love a bad name was Lucifer, he knew we couldn't handle pain, so he programmed us to believe that love is nothing but a fairytale, if wasn't for pain a struggle or a storm, there would be no love to have. This show will also be about many different topics to educate, heal and inspire people to the change not the trend. I will be doing interviews with people who are celebrities and people who are not celebrities, and helping people advertise, so you can achieve your goals of being successful. One of my fundraiser will be out permanent housing for people who are still homeless, and I will have open mic for artist, also to recite some of my poetry.
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
first radio show on music
Hi happy Tuesday I did my first radio announcer show on music on 7-16-2016 Saturday; it went well and it will be aired Friday 8-5-2016 on KCLA FM internet radio at 6:30am, just gotta work on my intro outro and not talking fast
Tuesday, July 12, 2016
Future work advertising
Good afternoon happy Tuesday hope all is well. I am Jarvon from South Central Los Angeles California, and I am a radio announcer for Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine. I'm looking for people who need help advertising and promoting, doesn't matter what your career, talents & passion is. We all need help achieving our goals, add me on facebook JarvonLoveReveals. And I also will be up loading everything I do at the radio station to my youtube channel @ jarvon reveals & my instagram @jarvonlovereveals.
Monday, May 30, 2016
Why become the sickness
Our flowers no longer blossom
Cause they bleed
From the ignorance
Of broken men
How can they be loved
The right way
If us men
Can't stop being
The addicts of that fake love
Why believe you
Gotta be a nigga
Just to get a woman
Stop blaiming your
Temporary broken heart
And lets go to war
To abolish the devil's drank
If love was that easy
Who would you become
If there was no storm
These scars must be
Released from the fear
Now lets walk
Without sagging
Cause a real man
Doesn't promote swag
He shows the universe
His wisdom by
Saving these young kings
And teaching them
That these women
Are not bitches
Just to posion with sex
They are queens
Who were made
To keep us men
From going extinct
Cause they bleed
From the ignorance
Of broken men
How can they be loved
The right way
If us men
Can't stop being
The addicts of that fake love
Why believe you
Gotta be a nigga
Just to get a woman
Stop blaiming your
Temporary broken heart
And lets go to war
To abolish the devil's drank
If love was that easy
Who would you become
If there was no storm
These scars must be
Released from the fear
Now lets walk
Without sagging
Cause a real man
Doesn't promote swag
He shows the universe
His wisdom by
Saving these young kings
And teaching them
That these women
Are not bitches
Just to posion with sex
They are queens
Who were made
To keep us men
From going extinct
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Scars
I thought I was
Done with poetry
But I had to come back
Like the scars
You can't let go
So I gotta get deep
Like the guns
You use to kill
And your scars
Remain the truth
Because the people of ignorance
Failed to be the change
And happiness to some
Is nothing but a scar
Faith to some
Is nothing but a scar
Love, trust, forgiveness
And loyalty is
Nothing but a scar to some
So we reject the
Healing of the unknown
Cause of our scars
Most of us didn't appreciate life
Until a black man
Ran for president
But it didn't
Take away our scars
Beacaue the police still kill
And we the people
Still kill one another
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
Then you have some believing
That you have to be
Handsome & pretty
Just to inspire people
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
Donald Trump has given
Some people scars
Cause people don't care to vote
Already believing that
It's too late
Why run to another country
It won't erase our scars
So we bleed
From chains of fear
When will the race war end
It will end once we stop
Blaiming the system
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
But for some
Their scars became a scab
When they gave their soul
Just to have
The power of money
So they can promote homosexuality
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
You say you
Ready for change
Then why do most of us
Still sleep with
The devils drank
In our hand
Like the guns
You use to kill
And your scars
Remain the truth
Because the people of ignorance
Failed to be the change
And happiness to some
Is nothing but a scar
Faith to some
Is nothing but a scar
Love, trust, forgiveness
And loyalty is
Nothing but a scar to some
So we reject the
Healing of the unknown
Cause of our scars
Most of us didn't appreciate life
Until a black man
Ran for president
But it didn't
Take away our scars
Beacaue the police still kill
And we the people
Still kill one another
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
Then you have some believing
That you have to be
Handsome & pretty
Just to inspire people
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
Donald Trump has given
Some people scars
Cause people don't care to vote
Already believing that
It's too late
Why run to another country
It won't erase our scars
So we bleed
From chains of fear
When will the race war end
It will end once we stop
Blaiming the system
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
But for some
Their scars became a scab
When they gave their soul
Just to have
The power of money
So they can promote homosexuality
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out
You say you
Ready for change
Then why do most of us
Still sleep with
The devils drank
In our hand
Monday, December 21, 2015
The story about that nightmare
I fell down again
When I lost my faith
That success wouldn't be mine
And I pray
That I will no longer hold back
So the creator said
Overcome this nightmare
By keeping my faith
You say fuck love
Fuck religion its nothing
But a hoax
And you believe
That money is
The root of all evil
No the corruption remains
With the people
Who are brain washed
So you continue
To stab the truth
With your pain & fear
So da devil
Put you in his nightmare
And you didn't even know it
You think it was love
That caused chaos
It was that self hatred
That began slavery
So it wasn't the white man
That stole our identity
We lost our ways
When being kings & queens of God
Wasn't enough to stay alive
And it remains the truth
That this generation believes
Obama is here to save us
More like it became
Black Friday again
We already had
7 black presidents
And we don't wana become educated
Cause we too busy
Smoking & drinking
That everything is a conspiracy
We still demasculate ourselves
Just to get admiration, respect,
Justice & equal rights
Da devil is telling us
That being that change
Will only get you killed
For spitting the truth
The government set it up
To program us
To panic about paying bills, loans and taxes
Cause they believe
Being rich is the only way
So how can da devil
Stop being a beast of persecution
If we the people
Can't show that love
Is the truth
To it all
The creator gave us
A second chance
Not to remain
In da devils nightmare
When I lost my faith
That success wouldn't be mine
And I pray
That I will no longer hold back
So the creator said
Overcome this nightmare
By keeping my faith
You say fuck love
Fuck religion its nothing
But a hoax
And you believe
That money is
The root of all evil
No the corruption remains
With the people
Who are brain washed
So you continue
To stab the truth
With your pain & fear
So da devil
Put you in his nightmare
And you didn't even know it
You think it was love
That caused chaos
It was that self hatred
That began slavery
So it wasn't the white man
That stole our identity
We lost our ways
When being kings & queens of God
Wasn't enough to stay alive
And it remains the truth
That this generation believes
Obama is here to save us
More like it became
Black Friday again
We already had
7 black presidents
And we don't wana become educated
Cause we too busy
Smoking & drinking
That everything is a conspiracy
We still demasculate ourselves
Just to get admiration, respect,
Justice & equal rights
Da devil is telling us
That being that change
Will only get you killed
For spitting the truth
The government set it up
To program us
To panic about paying bills, loans and taxes
Cause they believe
Being rich is the only way
So how can da devil
Stop being a beast of persecution
If we the people
Can't show that love
Is the truth
To it all
The creator gave us
A second chance
Not to remain
In da devils nightmare
Sunday, August 16, 2015
Da Battle of Ignorance
If black lives mattered
Then why did we
Turn our back
On the man
Who created us
Because holding on to faith
Was never the truth
Lucifer was a king
But he couldn't
Stop questioning why
Being a man of faith
Is the only way out
So his emotions grew dark
And he drank that ignorance
But we were all
Kings & Queens
That got fed up
Cause love had no drama
But you believe
This is not the reason
On why the human race
Is no longer alive
Lucifer started a rumor
And we began
Drinking that ignorance
Ever since fake love
Became the truth
And we claim
We are educated
But all we see
That its black against white
Mexixans against white
Latinos & Latinas against white
Not knowing that
Lucifer started a war
Called love versus hate
So why are we saying
Black lives matter
If we don't know
Our ancestors threw away
That black love
Cause slavery destroyed
The trust & loyalty
We had for each other
Don't let the police brutality
Infect you with
This drug called hate
Cause if we enter this war
With that hate
As the revelation
Then black people
Should just commit suicide
That ignorance remains a sickness
Cause we still sag
Thinking it means having class
And we promote
That being a gangsta
Is the truth
To our pain
Not it's a sickness
Like that ignorance
And you still say
Being black is beautiful
Then why is the hood
Still a disease
Cause no one is teaching
That love is the cure
The Mexicans won't stop
Chopping of heads in Mexico
Because selling cocane
Is the only way
And Donald Trump
Is nothing but a host
To summon the beast
Just wanting to kill
The people who built Amerika
It was that ignorance
That created fear
But we say
Faith, love, prayer, unconditional love, forgiveness, peace, justice
And change don't exist
Then why wake up to live
We wake to live
To be that change
So we can rewrite
The history of ignorance
Then why did we
Turn our back
On the man
Who created us
Because holding on to faith
Was never the truth
Lucifer was a king
But he couldn't
Stop questioning why
Being a man of faith
Is the only way out
So his emotions grew dark
And he drank that ignorance
But we were all
Kings & Queens
That got fed up
Cause love had no drama
But you believe
This is not the reason
On why the human race
Is no longer alive
Lucifer started a rumor
And we began
Drinking that ignorance
Ever since fake love
Became the truth
And we claim
We are educated
But all we see
That its black against white
Mexixans against white
Latinos & Latinas against white
Not knowing that
Lucifer started a war
Called love versus hate
So why are we saying
Black lives matter
If we don't know
Our ancestors threw away
That black love
Cause slavery destroyed
The trust & loyalty
We had for each other
Don't let the police brutality
Infect you with
This drug called hate
Cause if we enter this war
With that hate
As the revelation
Then black people
Should just commit suicide
That ignorance remains a sickness
Cause we still sag
Thinking it means having class
And we promote
That being a gangsta
Is the truth
To our pain
Not it's a sickness
Like that ignorance
And you still say
Being black is beautiful
Then why is the hood
Still a disease
Cause no one is teaching
That love is the cure
The Mexicans won't stop
Chopping of heads in Mexico
Because selling cocane
Is the only way
And Donald Trump
Is nothing but a host
To summon the beast
Just wanting to kill
The people who built Amerika
It was that ignorance
That created fear
But we say
Faith, love, prayer, unconditional love, forgiveness, peace, justice
And change don't exist
Then why wake up to live
We wake to live
To be that change
So we can rewrite
The history of ignorance
Monday, July 6, 2015
Love is not a wet dream
Da creator made
A warrior of love
But Lucifer let
That myth of
Becoming a beast
Send him to jail
Where love had no faith
And he became
That nightmare on elm street
Turning the human race
Into a horror film
So can I
Recite this poem
Before you send
Your rebels of evil
To rape me
Lucifer your just mad
Cause love is
My ultimate weapon
So he made
Da creation of love
Nothing but a wet dream
And most men
Rather be a beast
Spitting that fake love
Just to get women
Hooked on that sex
And now da women
Protect themselves with that pain
Stopping love to speak to them
I guess da devils motto
Is da only love
We rather accept
Da Universe bleeds
With no one stepping up
To teach that love
Is da revolution
So we still believe love
Is nothing but
A wet dream
We spent too much time
Killing each other
That we must stop
This war of evil
And turn these demons
Back into warriors of love
Lucifer it doesn't matter
How much chaos you cause
Cause love will rewrite
The damage history
Love is not
A wet dream
Being that beast
From that myth
Is nothing but
A wet dream
A warrior of love
But Lucifer let
That myth of
Becoming a beast
Send him to jail
Where love had no faith
And he became
That nightmare on elm street
Turning the human race
Into a horror film
So can I
Recite this poem
Before you send
Your rebels of evil
To rape me
Lucifer your just mad
Cause love is
My ultimate weapon
So he made
Da creation of love
Nothing but a wet dream
And most men
Rather be a beast
Spitting that fake love
Just to get women
Hooked on that sex
And now da women
Protect themselves with that pain
Stopping love to speak to them
I guess da devils motto
Is da only love
We rather accept
Da Universe bleeds
With no one stepping up
To teach that love
Is da revolution
So we still believe love
Is nothing but
A wet dream
We spent too much time
Killing each other
That we must stop
This war of evil
And turn these demons
Back into warriors of love
Lucifer it doesn't matter
How much chaos you cause
Cause love will rewrite
The damage history
Love is not
A wet dream
Being that beast
From that myth
Is nothing but
A wet dream
Monday, June 22, 2015
When love calls it will speak short story
Jun 21 at 8:59 PM
When love calls it will speak
Intro
The reason why love is my favorite word. Is because I spent my days running away from it, saying the pain was too much. Love is my favorite word, because it taught to forgive those, who gave me pain. It taught me to learn from that pain. Then when love called for me, which was the creator, poetry &music. I just knew I had to become that voice of love, that was never dead. Because to me love translates to L for loyalty, O is obtaining it as a shield. V is victory, for overcoming that pain, trials & tribulations, struggles & storms of love. And E is for that everlasting excitement of happiness.
The pain of love
Why can't we crave love like we do food and alcohol. It's because food gives us that orgasm that we need. And alcohol makes us loose & excited for that sexual penitration. We constantly throw up love, because we haven't forgiven or learned. From that pain & fake love, that gives love more truth and power. We can't have that everlasting love & happiness. If we haven't overcome being mentally ill, emotionally ill, physically ill, & spiritually ill. I didn't know what love was until. I went through a sickness of being abused and persecuted. Because of how I looked. So I use to wake up thinking I was ugly. The pain that was given to me, sent me to a dark place, where I didn't want love or to be seen. Then I looked to my parents to see if they had kept love alive. I was torn with disappointment, because all I use to see. Was them arguing and constantly having sex, to erase their anger. There was one day where, we were all in the car. Then my parents got to arguing & then my dad got mad, where he physically hit my mom. So this is what love is, a woman who gets abused. My mom remained strong no matter what, working hard to take care of her kids. So my mom took my dad thinking he was gone change. But he let alcohol become his life & love of temptation. How do us kings keep love alive, if we can't express ourselves. Let alone keep communication alive, our imperfections should be our tools. For keeping love alive. So my mom had enough, of my dad not helping out financially. And she was fed up with my dad, who was always passing out from alcohol. So the years went by, & we have moved to Santa Monica California. For that new lifestyle. Did my mom give up on love, no she got tired. Of dealing with men who remained boys. It made me think could love heal you, & save you. Yes if you don't reject it, when it calls for you, to speak to you. Two years went by & that's when my mom met the love of her life. His name is Dennis Gary &, my mom Portia Walker told him alot about me. So him & I played a game of chess, to get to know one another. I had won the first of many games being played between us. A father figure and male role model, has been brought back into my sister's & I life. I was so happy & inspired again, that love called to speak to my mom. This was a love story like no other, & it so deep. Cause he wasn't a beast, that came to just bust nuts. They stepped in the name of love, like a black king & black queen should. Mr. Gary & Ms. Walker didn't hide their affection for one another. That their days consisted of writing love letters,& him catering to my mom. Letting her know she is that love that never ends. Then my dad hears about the new man, that came into my mom's life. So he finally was trying to take back, that love that was never dead. By buying a wedding ring & proposing to my mom. Who already had love that didn't hurt. My step dad had taught me not to be soft, or scared of love, that calls & speaks to you. And my dad taught me not to waste a woman's time or love. Just because we have lost faith in love. Doesn't mean a man & a woman, haven't been through that same pain. Then my step dad became ill in November 2006, & he didn't let my mom know. But she found out because he wasn't looking the same. This tore my mom's heart because they set to get married. And we were a family that had so much love &happiness. Our last family outing was at Red Lobster restaurant, enjoying one last time as a family. On March 9th 2007 he passed away at St. John's Hospital, Santa Monica California. This was the night before my track meet, sophomore year of high school. I didn't have the right mindset to run this race the next day. But I could hear his voice saying, don't soft or scared now. When things in life happen we must continue to live, & fight for that lifestyle you want. I know it wasn't going to be easy, but I wasn't going to forget the stories he told. See when love calls it will speak, the question is will we. As human beings continue to reject it, persecute it & run away from it. We make the battle even harder when we, don't return to the creators love & unconditional love. That love that called for my mom, didn't fade away it forever lives with in her heart.
A man who rejected love until
As I got older I had to learn that, the king & queen must become one & working as one. I use to think love wasn't for me, due to my insecurities. But that changed my junior year of high school, fall of 2007. I had met this fine young queen, who was only one year younger than me. It was even more sexy that she was made different. We started out talking as friends & we met in spanish class. She told me she was a sophomore, & I said you look older, so she laughed. And told me her name is Katie and my name is Jarvon. I didn't know all that time of me & her having conversations. Would lead to another love story, for me to wake up when love called for me, to speak to me. So everyday at lunch time she would approach me, when I didn't notice her. Saying my name with so much love & admiration. And giving me hugs letting me know, that her love would have me wet for days. But I was stupid for not pursuing that interracial love, with a white queen. I was so worried about what my family was saying. That I was mad at myself. Because she was that white chocolate queen, who had that sexy walk & sexy talk. As I was returning for my final year of high school, for the fall of 2008. She was still thinking of me, I had thought I didn't have another chance. We had the same spanish class again, to make this right. This is how I knew love was speaking to me. Cause she knew I was shy & scared, when it came to love. She should of been made the love, that would be my queen for prom. But I let that ignorance of others, get to me again. So when the school dance came around, Katie asked will I be her date, for the dance. And I kept messing up, then spirit week came. At lunch I went to one of the tables, where they had different items. Her best friend was on the cheer leading team, &she asked me am I buying Katie flowers. I said yes I am, that's when Katie came out of no where. Asking are those flowers for her & it made her smile even more. When you reject love this many time, it will still be speaking to you. I had to learn that love will always overcome & heal that pain. So I went back to focusing on track & finishing high school. That I didn't hear the lyrics of love, from Rhiaunna who was also on the track team. And I had known her since 2007. Her love began speaking to me, when she started talking to me after school. Saying things like why you always so loud. And she always had a big smile on her face. I was like dayum she is, that brown sugar love that I needed. It was a trip to me because every time, I was standing by myself. She was always approaching me, revealing that brown sugar love, that was so sweet. After the African American senior awards, she approached me with that sexy orange dress. A poem was already being written, that I didn't even express them lyrics. Rhiaunna said that I was the only one, that could make here laugh & smile. I use to write her messages on facebook, she telling me she knew. If that was so. Then why didn't you, tell me why you finally wanted me. As that drop of caramel that would be, that love that never ends. This made me wonder would Rhiaunna and I, start making love to one another. If she was my prom date. This would be a love story, that would be turned into a movie. We graduated high school and went our separate ways. But years later my best friend John L. Still calls me telling me, have I talked to Rhiaunna. He's always telling me, she still ask about me. Then he says you start dating her. I kept saying why she didn't tell me, what she really felt. John told me you know how girls are. When it comes to having a crush on a man. And I said she wasn't shy when we were in high school. So I don't know why she is acting shy now. There is no reason for me to hate, on that brown sugar love. That called for me & spoke to me. Rhiaunna when you read my book, you will know my love for you. Didn't turn into hate, & it didn't fade away.
To become that man of love
So I was starting my first year at Santa Monica City College, I had made some new friends. I was taking a basketball class, during the summer of 2010. Then I met this chick who started flirting with me. Throwing water on me, then I had slapped her on her ass. I had never got that close, to doing that to a woman. Krystin & I started dating, and she told me her past. A person's old dirty laundry doesn't bother me, because your past is your past. I thought it was real love, until she called me the night after. From spending a romantic day at Dock Wolier Beach California. She called to tell me that she had cheated on me. Yes I had cried, but I was to forgive her. Because you can't move on. If can't forgive that pain of love. We became good friends who saw each other every day between classes. It woke me up not to give up on love or keep rejecting it. There is a reason why pain exist. I was still lost & trying to find myself. To discover what my gifts, skills &abilities were. Then I had discovered at the age of 19, that I was supposed to be an actor who does poetry. My first audition was at Gower Studios on Sunset & Gower Hollywood California. I had got the audition when a PR rep from the company, to my school. I was so happy that I had found something, to act out my emotions. But what put my dreams on hold was not having money, & not having the support of my family. The year of 2011 came & it was a battle for real. That becoming a pro athlete wasn't for me. The journey of a transformation began, when the creator, poetry & music. Called for me when I was 5 years old. But I didn't accept the responsibility due to fear, to remain in the spotlight. And finally I had to deal with this pain, that gave me so much anger due to ignorance. I had already wrote a series of poems at the age of 16, that I didn't tell anyone. There was no more being scared & sensitive. So I recited my first poem, her flow is my melody. At this open mic called the Jamboree, off of Fairfax &Melrose Hollywood California. My soul brotha Fonze told me about this open mic. At first it was cool but then, the audience became infected with booty bandits. I had forgot this is Hollywood California, the capital of bullshit. I had met Fonze on the number 7 big blue bus. And we were brought into each other lives, to deliver one another. For still holding on to them demons that blinded us from the truth. Then we began hanging out every day, the community had notice that we are brothers. We made the creators love, faith & prayer, poetry &music so strong. That we were healing people & ourselves everyday. We had no choice but to throw away our egos, in order to defeat the devil. That boring open mic taught me, that I must not shut down. When the audience gets rude & chaotic. I had no choice but to find a new home, to let my voice be heard for poetry. I was doing my research on google & found this open mic, called Nicetys Poetry N Motion lounge. It was on 91st & Western ave, that had went down on Thursdays &Friday nights. As I had came to Nicetys on a Thursday night, I went to go speak with the owner. I had told her my age, that I was 20. And Ms. Nicety told me, you have to be 21 & over. Before she let me walk away. Ms. Nicety let me perform because she received a message, that I had a testimony to tell. This love of poetry &music that called for me, gave me an out let. To deal with my emotions. So Nicetys Poetry N Motion lounge, became a weekly thang. But the spiritual battle got deeper when, the devil was using my family. To get rid of me. All because I had to learn that I was the medicine, to that pain. That gives love more truth & power.
My mom who needed love
I was kicked out my house for helping, my twin Shante Mask find a place. We had both went to the Los Angeles County building, to apply for food stamps & General relief. After our case was approved we had, to look into housing assistance programs. We only could find transitional housing, which was like a group home. But this type of program was full of all type of people. It was already bad enough I couldn't sleep, or didn't eat that much. Because I wanted to resolve this issue of me & my mom both being hurt. And the creator told me not to forsake her, or leave her. So my mom had forgiven me, for not healing her pain. Then I returned home because I had enough, of that transitional housing. It was time for me to free my closet full of demons. See you can't have love, if you can't forgive those that gave you pain. It took me a long time to understand this, because I didn't deal with my nightmares or issues. No matter how big the scars are. They can be turned back into love, we must remain open to it. I am happy that the creator, poetry &music did call for me. I probably would of joined a gang, got hooked on drugs, or committed suicide. This love that was dealing with me for so many years. Was speaking to me, to prepare me, to preach to people. Who left love for drugs, money, fame etc. This was the test for me, not to remain so emotional. Then I began telling Ms. Nicety what was going on. She suggested that I go to her nephews church. And get deep into my spiritual journey. She took me in as her adopted son. I was very thankful for her letting me perform, at her open mic spot. Ms. Nicety was teaching me so much that it made see. That no matter what, nothing can replace the love of your family.
The Cinderella story
As the year 2011 was coming to an end. I was hearing about the Americas Got Talent Auditions. It was going to be on December 18 &19, at the Anaheim convention center. So I had registered to go on as a lyrical poet. I'm just thinking that this was going to be, me going to an audition. Little did I know love was calling for me, to speak to me. The night before the audition, I was in a hurry. That I didn't bring warm clothes for the cold. All I had was a sweater, my back pack, & the bible. But it wasn't enough to keep me going through the night. I was the first one, to be in line. I thought it would already be a long line, at 8pm at night. But more people started coming by each hour of the night. And that's when I notice this young black queen. Who was fine, like a never before seen flower. She was like 4 in line, with her nice tent. I tried to get some sleep, but the cold winds kept me up. Destiny & I both woke up, and we began talking. And she was asking me, what song should she sing. I told her to sing, what's in her heart. Her voice was so calm & sweet. It had me think she had that anointing. It was now 5am and we were both drained. So we both got out of line, to get some hot chocolate. From the star bucks inside the hotel. We were waiting like an hour for it to open up. And it was finally 6am, so we walked back to the line. As soon as we found out, we had lost our spots in line. Was it divine faith that we placed in the same group. I guess it was because Destiny kept approaching me. With that big lovely smile & that body like woah. So she began asking me questions. And I didn't reject her love, that was speaking to me. As we were one of the last groups to audition. I waited for Destiny after my audition. I heard her kill her audition. I seen her tears of joy, & knew it was her time to shine. Before we went our separate ways. She told me to take her number down & I did. A week had went by, & she had called me. I thought the man was supposed to be, the one to lead. The first step in name of love. We spent a few weeks talking on the phone. That frustration of not being able, to see each other got to us. So she made a date to come to Los Angeles. She said does it bother me, that we live 4& a half hours away from it each other. I said lets see where things go. It was now January 2012, we were finally going to meet. So Destiny & her new born son, came to my mom's house. I introduced her to my mom. Then we went to McDonald's to get her son something to eat. Then we came back to my mom's house, sat on the front porch talking. Then she ask me, when was the last time you had sex. I told her I am a 20 year old virgin. She said you will be alright, once you get some good pussy. Then we went in the house, sat on the couch, to talk some more. Then she reached in my pants, to grab my dick. And she said dayum you already hard & wet, lets go. So we entered my bed room, she quickly found a toy. For her son to play with. She quickly takes off, her pants & panties. Wanting me to get on top, & begin stroking that wet pussy. Yes we were about raw sex, it just felt right. So the first round of sex felt so dam good, that I couldn't pull out. As I stopped to think, once I bust this big nut inside her. She will become pregnant. But it was time to get back to losing my virginity. And she grabbed me, to not stop. It felt good to bust that first nut. I still had an erection, then I said. Let me hit it from the back doggy style. The sex position doggy style became, my favorite position. And after each time we saw each other. All we did was have sex. I was like dayum, she put it on me each time. We were so busy having sex. That we didn't spend time, getting to know one another. Then she tells me she prayed for a man, that was no different than her. when I had got my tablet return money. I had more than enough, for an engagement ring. On February 14, 2012, I went to fox hills mall in Culver City CA. To buy some things for Victoria Secret, &buy the ring from Kevin jewlers. After a long night of love making. I Jarvon had proposed to Destiny on February 15, 2012. So at the age of 20, I was now engaged. I was taking on a huge responsibility, & I couldn't hold back now. So a few months went by, of me &her. Going back & forth to see one another. The relationship ended in August 2012. It ended because I didn't have job, and I wasn't going to move Visalia CA Central Valley. There was just so many things that went wrong. She was insecure thinking I was a pimp. And she also kept questioning my sexuality. Asking me if I am a bisexual man. Destiny was constantly persecuting me because I was weird. We both came from the same background. That we could relate to each other's pain. I let her keep the ring as a gift. I had learned so much from this relationship. That I must not throw away my love, unconditional love & kindness.
The healing from that love
My pain from this relationship started to heal. Once I let the creator speak to me with my new gift. To start singing romantic love songs. So no matter how many times, my heart got broke. Love was always there to speak to me. You see love is not the enemy. It's that ignorance that keeps us from the real truth. It is now 2015 & I have been single for almost 4years now. Because I am so focused on becoming an actor who does poetry. Becoming a male model. And soon have my own massage therapy business. Its now the summer of 2015 and I had to make another change. So I heard about Job Corp and I applied online for the orientation. My new journey for success began on July 20,2016 at Long Beach Job Corp CA. I'm thinking that I was gone loner and anticocial, staying focus for success. Let alone be in the spotlight light again of having love. But I was wrong and this new adventure for romance began in August 2016. In this class called career success foundation. At lunch this young lady Justice asked me do you think I'm pretty. And I replied I will write it down. So I had written a poem for her called she is that love that speaks. And I asked my friend Cedric at lunch time to give to her. The next day thats when the adventure for romance began. But I didn't take her serious because she was young and wil. It was a week later I decided to give her a chance, and told her roomate Stephanie to give her my number. This first phone conversation took place Sunday night, where she wanted to hear more poetry. Days later went by and I'm thinking is time to have love again. But I just became frustrated because all she would call me for. Is to go the store for her. How do u love and miss a person, if you don't take the time to spend time with the person. I continued to be nice to her to show patience. I gave Justice a chance not because she is that thick caramel red bone. But because she needed to be reminded that black men, are more than niggas. Who pursue women just to fornicate. Another suprise took my heart, two days after thanksgiving Saturday. Where ex first love Destiny called me, saying she will be LA lets meet up. So I go to Compton Califronia to meet up with Destiny. I was happpy because I waited 5 years for this. And she was happy to see me. And we started our reconnection, by talking everyday on the phone again. Yes this is a battle for me to prove to her and her kids, that I'm not a nigga. Who doesn't appreciate a good woman. Its been back and fourth due to her past of not having the right man, but the creator spoke to her again. So we finallly are making this work, cause loved called for us agian. Not to be torn by our scars of pain. I have decided to go the army, so that Destiny and I can have the life of not being broken. But I finally had to let destiny go, because she left me for the second time. She stopped talking to me, cause of her family issues. And because we are not in our careers. Now I must erase the wedding vows I wrote. So I no longer have to bleed from faliure. This was my experience. When love calls it will speak. To teach us that love, was never the lie.
Intro
The reason why love is my favorite word. Is because I spent my days running away from it, saying the pain was too much. Love is my favorite word, because it taught to forgive those, who gave me pain. It taught me to learn from that pain. Then when love called for me, which was the creator, poetry &music. I just knew I had to become that voice of love, that was never dead. Because to me love translates to L for loyalty, O is obtaining it as a shield. V is victory, for overcoming that pain, trials & tribulations, struggles & storms of love. And E is for that everlasting excitement of happiness.
The pain of love
Why can't we crave love like we do food and alcohol. It's because food gives us that orgasm that we need. And alcohol makes us loose & excited for that sexual penitration. We constantly throw up love, because we haven't forgiven or learned. From that pain & fake love, that gives love more truth and power. We can't have that everlasting love & happiness. If we haven't overcome being mentally ill, emotionally ill, physically ill, & spiritually ill. I didn't know what love was until. I went through a sickness of being abused and persecuted. Because of how I looked. So I use to wake up thinking I was ugly. The pain that was given to me, sent me to a dark place, where I didn't want love or to be seen. Then I looked to my parents to see if they had kept love alive. I was torn with disappointment, because all I use to see. Was them arguing and constantly having sex, to erase their anger. There was one day where, we were all in the car. Then my parents got to arguing & then my dad got mad, where he physically hit my mom. So this is what love is, a woman who gets abused. My mom remained strong no matter what, working hard to take care of her kids. So my mom took my dad thinking he was gone change. But he let alcohol become his life & love of temptation. How do us kings keep love alive, if we can't express ourselves. Let alone keep communication alive, our imperfections should be our tools. For keeping love alive. So my mom had enough, of my dad not helping out financially. And she was fed up with my dad, who was always passing out from alcohol. So the years went by, & we have moved to Santa Monica California. For that new lifestyle. Did my mom give up on love, no she got tired. Of dealing with men who remained boys. It made me think could love heal you, & save you. Yes if you don't reject it, when it calls for you, to speak to you. Two years went by & that's when my mom met the love of her life. His name is Dennis Gary &, my mom Portia Walker told him alot about me. So him & I played a game of chess, to get to know one another. I had won the first of many games being played between us. A father figure and male role model, has been brought back into my sister's & I life. I was so happy & inspired again, that love called to speak to my mom. This was a love story like no other, & it so deep. Cause he wasn't a beast, that came to just bust nuts. They stepped in the name of love, like a black king & black queen should. Mr. Gary & Ms. Walker didn't hide their affection for one another. That their days consisted of writing love letters,& him catering to my mom. Letting her know she is that love that never ends. Then my dad hears about the new man, that came into my mom's life. So he finally was trying to take back, that love that was never dead. By buying a wedding ring & proposing to my mom. Who already had love that didn't hurt. My step dad had taught me not to be soft, or scared of love, that calls & speaks to you. And my dad taught me not to waste a woman's time or love. Just because we have lost faith in love. Doesn't mean a man & a woman, haven't been through that same pain. Then my step dad became ill in November 2006, & he didn't let my mom know. But she found out because he wasn't looking the same. This tore my mom's heart because they set to get married. And we were a family that had so much love &happiness. Our last family outing was at Red Lobster restaurant, enjoying one last time as a family. On March 9th 2007 he passed away at St. John's Hospital, Santa Monica California. This was the night before my track meet, sophomore year of high school. I didn't have the right mindset to run this race the next day. But I could hear his voice saying, don't soft or scared now. When things in life happen we must continue to live, & fight for that lifestyle you want. I know it wasn't going to be easy, but I wasn't going to forget the stories he told. See when love calls it will speak, the question is will we. As human beings continue to reject it, persecute it & run away from it. We make the battle even harder when we, don't return to the creators love & unconditional love. That love that called for my mom, didn't fade away it forever lives with in her heart.
A man who rejected love until
As I got older I had to learn that, the king & queen must become one & working as one. I use to think love wasn't for me, due to my insecurities. But that changed my junior year of high school, fall of 2007. I had met this fine young queen, who was only one year younger than me. It was even more sexy that she was made different. We started out talking as friends & we met in spanish class. She told me she was a sophomore, & I said you look older, so she laughed. And told me her name is Katie and my name is Jarvon. I didn't know all that time of me & her having conversations. Would lead to another love story, for me to wake up when love called for me, to speak to me. So everyday at lunch time she would approach me, when I didn't notice her. Saying my name with so much love & admiration. And giving me hugs letting me know, that her love would have me wet for days. But I was stupid for not pursuing that interracial love, with a white queen. I was so worried about what my family was saying. That I was mad at myself. Because she was that white chocolate queen, who had that sexy walk & sexy talk. As I was returning for my final year of high school, for the fall of 2008. She was still thinking of me, I had thought I didn't have another chance. We had the same spanish class again, to make this right. This is how I knew love was speaking to me. Cause she knew I was shy & scared, when it came to love. She should of been made the love, that would be my queen for prom. But I let that ignorance of others, get to me again. So when the school dance came around, Katie asked will I be her date, for the dance. And I kept messing up, then spirit week came. At lunch I went to one of the tables, where they had different items. Her best friend was on the cheer leading team, &she asked me am I buying Katie flowers. I said yes I am, that's when Katie came out of no where. Asking are those flowers for her & it made her smile even more. When you reject love this many time, it will still be speaking to you. I had to learn that love will always overcome & heal that pain. So I went back to focusing on track & finishing high school. That I didn't hear the lyrics of love, from Rhiaunna who was also on the track team. And I had known her since 2007. Her love began speaking to me, when she started talking to me after school. Saying things like why you always so loud. And she always had a big smile on her face. I was like dayum she is, that brown sugar love that I needed. It was a trip to me because every time, I was standing by myself. She was always approaching me, revealing that brown sugar love, that was so sweet. After the African American senior awards, she approached me with that sexy orange dress. A poem was already being written, that I didn't even express them lyrics. Rhiaunna said that I was the only one, that could make here laugh & smile. I use to write her messages on facebook, she telling me she knew. If that was so. Then why didn't you, tell me why you finally wanted me. As that drop of caramel that would be, that love that never ends. This made me wonder would Rhiaunna and I, start making love to one another. If she was my prom date. This would be a love story, that would be turned into a movie. We graduated high school and went our separate ways. But years later my best friend John L. Still calls me telling me, have I talked to Rhiaunna. He's always telling me, she still ask about me. Then he says you start dating her. I kept saying why she didn't tell me, what she really felt. John told me you know how girls are. When it comes to having a crush on a man. And I said she wasn't shy when we were in high school. So I don't know why she is acting shy now. There is no reason for me to hate, on that brown sugar love. That called for me & spoke to me. Rhiaunna when you read my book, you will know my love for you. Didn't turn into hate, & it didn't fade away.
To become that man of love
So I was starting my first year at Santa Monica City College, I had made some new friends. I was taking a basketball class, during the summer of 2010. Then I met this chick who started flirting with me. Throwing water on me, then I had slapped her on her ass. I had never got that close, to doing that to a woman. Krystin & I started dating, and she told me her past. A person's old dirty laundry doesn't bother me, because your past is your past. I thought it was real love, until she called me the night after. From spending a romantic day at Dock Wolier Beach California. She called to tell me that she had cheated on me. Yes I had cried, but I was to forgive her. Because you can't move on. If can't forgive that pain of love. We became good friends who saw each other every day between classes. It woke me up not to give up on love or keep rejecting it. There is a reason why pain exist. I was still lost & trying to find myself. To discover what my gifts, skills &abilities were. Then I had discovered at the age of 19, that I was supposed to be an actor who does poetry. My first audition was at Gower Studios on Sunset & Gower Hollywood California. I had got the audition when a PR rep from the company, to my school. I was so happy that I had found something, to act out my emotions. But what put my dreams on hold was not having money, & not having the support of my family. The year of 2011 came & it was a battle for real. That becoming a pro athlete wasn't for me. The journey of a transformation began, when the creator, poetry & music. Called for me when I was 5 years old. But I didn't accept the responsibility due to fear, to remain in the spotlight. And finally I had to deal with this pain, that gave me so much anger due to ignorance. I had already wrote a series of poems at the age of 16, that I didn't tell anyone. There was no more being scared & sensitive. So I recited my first poem, her flow is my melody. At this open mic called the Jamboree, off of Fairfax &Melrose Hollywood California. My soul brotha Fonze told me about this open mic. At first it was cool but then, the audience became infected with booty bandits. I had forgot this is Hollywood California, the capital of bullshit. I had met Fonze on the number 7 big blue bus. And we were brought into each other lives, to deliver one another. For still holding on to them demons that blinded us from the truth. Then we began hanging out every day, the community had notice that we are brothers. We made the creators love, faith & prayer, poetry &music so strong. That we were healing people & ourselves everyday. We had no choice but to throw away our egos, in order to defeat the devil. That boring open mic taught me, that I must not shut down. When the audience gets rude & chaotic. I had no choice but to find a new home, to let my voice be heard for poetry. I was doing my research on google & found this open mic, called Nicetys Poetry N Motion lounge. It was on 91st & Western ave, that had went down on Thursdays &Friday nights. As I had came to Nicetys on a Thursday night, I went to go speak with the owner. I had told her my age, that I was 20. And Ms. Nicety told me, you have to be 21 & over. Before she let me walk away. Ms. Nicety let me perform because she received a message, that I had a testimony to tell. This love of poetry &music that called for me, gave me an out let. To deal with my emotions. So Nicetys Poetry N Motion lounge, became a weekly thang. But the spiritual battle got deeper when, the devil was using my family. To get rid of me. All because I had to learn that I was the medicine, to that pain. That gives love more truth & power.
My mom who needed love
I was kicked out my house for helping, my twin Shante Mask find a place. We had both went to the Los Angeles County building, to apply for food stamps & General relief. After our case was approved we had, to look into housing assistance programs. We only could find transitional housing, which was like a group home. But this type of program was full of all type of people. It was already bad enough I couldn't sleep, or didn't eat that much. Because I wanted to resolve this issue of me & my mom both being hurt. And the creator told me not to forsake her, or leave her. So my mom had forgiven me, for not healing her pain. Then I returned home because I had enough, of that transitional housing. It was time for me to free my closet full of demons. See you can't have love, if you can't forgive those that gave you pain. It took me a long time to understand this, because I didn't deal with my nightmares or issues. No matter how big the scars are. They can be turned back into love, we must remain open to it. I am happy that the creator, poetry &music did call for me. I probably would of joined a gang, got hooked on drugs, or committed suicide. This love that was dealing with me for so many years. Was speaking to me, to prepare me, to preach to people. Who left love for drugs, money, fame etc. This was the test for me, not to remain so emotional. Then I began telling Ms. Nicety what was going on. She suggested that I go to her nephews church. And get deep into my spiritual journey. She took me in as her adopted son. I was very thankful for her letting me perform, at her open mic spot. Ms. Nicety was teaching me so much that it made see. That no matter what, nothing can replace the love of your family.
The Cinderella story
As the year 2011 was coming to an end. I was hearing about the Americas Got Talent Auditions. It was going to be on December 18 &19, at the Anaheim convention center. So I had registered to go on as a lyrical poet. I'm just thinking that this was going to be, me going to an audition. Little did I know love was calling for me, to speak to me. The night before the audition, I was in a hurry. That I didn't bring warm clothes for the cold. All I had was a sweater, my back pack, & the bible. But it wasn't enough to keep me going through the night. I was the first one, to be in line. I thought it would already be a long line, at 8pm at night. But more people started coming by each hour of the night. And that's when I notice this young black queen. Who was fine, like a never before seen flower. She was like 4 in line, with her nice tent. I tried to get some sleep, but the cold winds kept me up. Destiny & I both woke up, and we began talking. And she was asking me, what song should she sing. I told her to sing, what's in her heart. Her voice was so calm & sweet. It had me think she had that anointing. It was now 5am and we were both drained. So we both got out of line, to get some hot chocolate. From the star bucks inside the hotel. We were waiting like an hour for it to open up. And it was finally 6am, so we walked back to the line. As soon as we found out, we had lost our spots in line. Was it divine faith that we placed in the same group. I guess it was because Destiny kept approaching me. With that big lovely smile & that body like woah. So she began asking me questions. And I didn't reject her love, that was speaking to me. As we were one of the last groups to audition. I waited for Destiny after my audition. I heard her kill her audition. I seen her tears of joy, & knew it was her time to shine. Before we went our separate ways. She told me to take her number down & I did. A week had went by, & she had called me. I thought the man was supposed to be, the one to lead. The first step in name of love. We spent a few weeks talking on the phone. That frustration of not being able, to see each other got to us. So she made a date to come to Los Angeles. She said does it bother me, that we live 4& a half hours away from it each other. I said lets see where things go. It was now January 2012, we were finally going to meet. So Destiny & her new born son, came to my mom's house. I introduced her to my mom. Then we went to McDonald's to get her son something to eat. Then we came back to my mom's house, sat on the front porch talking. Then she ask me, when was the last time you had sex. I told her I am a 20 year old virgin. She said you will be alright, once you get some good pussy. Then we went in the house, sat on the couch, to talk some more. Then she reached in my pants, to grab my dick. And she said dayum you already hard & wet, lets go. So we entered my bed room, she quickly found a toy. For her son to play with. She quickly takes off, her pants & panties. Wanting me to get on top, & begin stroking that wet pussy. Yes we were about raw sex, it just felt right. So the first round of sex felt so dam good, that I couldn't pull out. As I stopped to think, once I bust this big nut inside her. She will become pregnant. But it was time to get back to losing my virginity. And she grabbed me, to not stop. It felt good to bust that first nut. I still had an erection, then I said. Let me hit it from the back doggy style. The sex position doggy style became, my favorite position. And after each time we saw each other. All we did was have sex. I was like dayum, she put it on me each time. We were so busy having sex. That we didn't spend time, getting to know one another. Then she tells me she prayed for a man, that was no different than her. when I had got my tablet return money. I had more than enough, for an engagement ring. On February 14, 2012, I went to fox hills mall in Culver City CA. To buy some things for Victoria Secret, &buy the ring from Kevin jewlers. After a long night of love making. I Jarvon had proposed to Destiny on February 15, 2012. So at the age of 20, I was now engaged. I was taking on a huge responsibility, & I couldn't hold back now. So a few months went by, of me &her. Going back & forth to see one another. The relationship ended in August 2012. It ended because I didn't have job, and I wasn't going to move Visalia CA Central Valley. There was just so many things that went wrong. She was insecure thinking I was a pimp. And she also kept questioning my sexuality. Asking me if I am a bisexual man. Destiny was constantly persecuting me because I was weird. We both came from the same background. That we could relate to each other's pain. I let her keep the ring as a gift. I had learned so much from this relationship. That I must not throw away my love, unconditional love & kindness.
The healing from that love
My pain from this relationship started to heal. Once I let the creator speak to me with my new gift. To start singing romantic love songs. So no matter how many times, my heart got broke. Love was always there to speak to me. You see love is not the enemy. It's that ignorance that keeps us from the real truth. It is now 2015 & I have been single for almost 4years now. Because I am so focused on becoming an actor who does poetry. Becoming a male model. And soon have my own massage therapy business. Its now the summer of 2015 and I had to make another change. So I heard about Job Corp and I applied online for the orientation. My new journey for success began on July 20,2016 at Long Beach Job Corp CA. I'm thinking that I was gone loner and anticocial, staying focus for success. Let alone be in the spotlight light again of having love. But I was wrong and this new adventure for romance began in August 2016. In this class called career success foundation. At lunch this young lady Justice asked me do you think I'm pretty. And I replied I will write it down. So I had written a poem for her called she is that love that speaks. And I asked my friend Cedric at lunch time to give to her. The next day thats when the adventure for romance began. But I didn't take her serious because she was young and wil. It was a week later I decided to give her a chance, and told her roomate Stephanie to give her my number. This first phone conversation took place Sunday night, where she wanted to hear more poetry. Days later went by and I'm thinking is time to have love again. But I just became frustrated because all she would call me for. Is to go the store for her. How do u love and miss a person, if you don't take the time to spend time with the person. I continued to be nice to her to show patience. I gave Justice a chance not because she is that thick caramel red bone. But because she needed to be reminded that black men, are more than niggas. Who pursue women just to fornicate. Another suprise took my heart, two days after thanksgiving Saturday. Where ex first love Destiny called me, saying she will be LA lets meet up. So I go to Compton Califronia to meet up with Destiny. I was happpy because I waited 5 years for this. And she was happy to see me. And we started our reconnection, by talking everyday on the phone again. Yes this is a battle for me to prove to her and her kids, that I'm not a nigga. Who doesn't appreciate a good woman. Its been back and fourth due to her past of not having the right man, but the creator spoke to her again. So we finallly are making this work, cause loved called for us agian. Not to be torn by our scars of pain. I have decided to go the army, so that Destiny and I can have the life of not being broken. But I finally had to let destiny go, because she left me for the second time. She stopped talking to me, cause of her family issues. And because we are not in our careers. Now I must erase the wedding vows I wrote. So I no longer have to bleed from faliure. This was my experience. When love calls it will speak. To teach us that love, was never the lie.
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Monday, June 15, 2015
Da Lyrics Of Love
Yes I want to
Me wet a queen
Who is in her
Late 20's to early 30's
A woman who is
Not only is
Fine as wine
But a woman
Who is educated
That can make
My dick wet
Off that deep intellectual conversations
No I didn't
Pursue you for
That easy pussy
I pursued you
cause you were made different
And that made me wet
Your touch of
Your mind;body; & soul
Will give me an orgasm
I ain't never had
This is da love
I been wanting
Am I being freaky
Yes cause you
Opened me up
In ways I never
Been able to let go
And we should make love
On every melody
That is played
In our hearts
Never thought I
Would be approached
By a queen
Who wants love
That keeps communication alive
She doesn't just want
A man who
Only likes the normal
But a man
Who is into
The same sexual appetite
That she has
She wants a relationship
That doesn't involve
Her being abused &used
See I been
Wanting that new chapter
Of love that
Gets supa freaky & spontaneous
It would already tell me
I wouldn't need
To pay for sex
Let alone recycle
Pussy after pussy
Like I did
My pair of Jordan's
That queen that was made different
Is da beginning
Of that everlasting love
That would have our kingdom
Staying strong
This love we created
Is more than being freaky
Between da sheets
You are too beautiful
To let da pain
Put you back in chains
Don't let that
Chocolate cream of yours
Turn into shit
These fuck boys
Didn't take away your love
they gave you a taste
On what love shouldn't be
Did I say
I was da love doctor
But I am a king who understands
Cause I had a cup
Of that bad
Alcohol of love
I ain't gone
Just use my dick
for that sexual penitration
Ima use that
Unknown definition of love
To give you
That orgasm that you need
These are da lyrics of love
Not da music of sex
Yes there should be
Who can express themselves
But most only do it
When they bust a nut
Don't you know
A queen needs more
Than just your dick
She needs you
To be ready
To fight for love
that was never dead
She wants you
To let it be known
She is that queen
that you been waiting on
Don't put her
On a plate
Like meat of side bitches
Us kings only need
One woman as our queen
Yes sex every day
Would be amazing
Once you get that
King or queen
Who is ready
To turn your pain
Back into love
That freak in you
Would be unleashed
Once we defeat
Da battle of lies
We will both become wet
Once we become one
Creating da new
Lyrics of love
That would make
Da music of sex
Sound so beautiful
There is no need
To unleash your orgasm
To a person
Who is still
About that fake love
It's okay if you
Use to lust
But know that
Love is not da enemy
Dayum I can't rest
Not knowing did ya love
Put me through da test
I can't get wet
If we can't have
That romantic type of sex
I'm not taking you for granted
I am letting da
Da universe know
That there is
Only one queen
who can penitrate my flesh
Your love relaxes me
like a glass of wine
That I want abuse it
Just to use it
Your lyrics of love
Gave me a reason
Not to be a beast
You said you want sex
No need to worry
Cause I'm taking my time
to make love
To your unfading beauty
To reveal your unfading love
Of birth &healing
I ain't just spitting words
Of fore play
To get you all wet
Cause my love
Is da medicine you need
I can express myself
without my dick
Stroking da hell
Out of ya pussy
I am that love
That never ends
These are da lyrics of love
Me wet a queen
Who is in her
Late 20's to early 30's
A woman who is
Not only is
Fine as wine
But a woman
Who is educated
That can make
My dick wet
Off that deep intellectual conversations
No I didn't
Pursue you for
That easy pussy
I pursued you
cause you were made different
And that made me wet
Your touch of
Your mind;body; & soul
Will give me an orgasm
I ain't never had
This is da love
I been wanting
Am I being freaky
Yes cause you
Opened me up
In ways I never
Been able to let go
And we should make love
On every melody
That is played
In our hearts
Never thought I
Would be approached
By a queen
Who wants love
That keeps communication alive
She doesn't just want
A man who
Only likes the normal
But a man
Who is into
The same sexual appetite
That she has
She wants a relationship
That doesn't involve
Her being abused &used
See I been
Wanting that new chapter
Of love that
Gets supa freaky & spontaneous
It would already tell me
I wouldn't need
To pay for sex
Let alone recycle
Pussy after pussy
Like I did
My pair of Jordan's
That queen that was made different
Is da beginning
Of that everlasting love
That would have our kingdom
Staying strong
This love we created
Is more than being freaky
Between da sheets
You are too beautiful
To let da pain
Put you back in chains
Don't let that
Chocolate cream of yours
Turn into shit
These fuck boys
Didn't take away your love
they gave you a taste
On what love shouldn't be
Did I say
I was da love doctor
But I am a king who understands
Cause I had a cup
Of that bad
Alcohol of love
I ain't gone
Just use my dick
for that sexual penitration
Ima use that
Unknown definition of love
To give you
That orgasm that you need
These are da lyrics of love
Not da music of sex
Yes there should be
Who can express themselves
But most only do it
When they bust a nut
Don't you know
A queen needs more
Than just your dick
She needs you
To be ready
To fight for love
that was never dead
She wants you
To let it be known
She is that queen
that you been waiting on
Don't put her
On a plate
Like meat of side bitches
Us kings only need
One woman as our queen
Yes sex every day
Would be amazing
Once you get that
King or queen
Who is ready
To turn your pain
Back into love
That freak in you
Would be unleashed
Once we defeat
Da battle of lies
We will both become wet
Once we become one
Creating da new
Lyrics of love
That would make
Da music of sex
Sound so beautiful
There is no need
To unleash your orgasm
To a person
Who is still
About that fake love
It's okay if you
Use to lust
But know that
Love is not da enemy
Dayum I can't rest
Not knowing did ya love
Put me through da test
I can't get wet
If we can't have
That romantic type of sex
I'm not taking you for granted
I am letting da
Da universe know
That there is
Only one queen
who can penitrate my flesh
Your love relaxes me
like a glass of wine
That I want abuse it
Just to use it
Your lyrics of love
Gave me a reason
Not to be a beast
You said you want sex
No need to worry
Cause I'm taking my time
to make love
To your unfading beauty
To reveal your unfading love
Of birth &healing
I ain't just spitting words
Of fore play
To get you all wet
Cause my love
Is da medicine you need
I can express myself
without my dick
Stroking da hell
Out of ya pussy
I am that love
That never ends
These are da lyrics of love
Monday, May 4, 2015
Booty bandit lifestyle
They tried so hard
To make me
Da devil's new bitch
But I'm not about
Being a prostitute
Who was a king
Dat became a queen
So dis is
Da lifestyle of a man
Selling dat sickness
Like its crack
What da fuck is
Going on in Amerika
No wonder why women
Lost admiration for us men
We rather be bitches
Without a dick
Hell na its time
For a new revelation
Every where I go
Its booty bandits
In da left &right
All dis pussy out here
And they say fuck dat
Da devil really did
Take our flesh
To his ass
Ain't no such thing
Being born gay
They been changing
Our sexuality
Through da food we eat
I cry cause we
Rather be slaves
And not return
To dat love
Dat was never dead
Going to jail
To hand over your manhood
Ain't da problem
Its those lost men
Who continue to
Spit dem gay lyrics
In they songs
And now they
Advertising for channel perfume
And Victoria Secret
Thinking whats done
In da dark
Ain't come to da light
And these young men
Wanna get belly percings
And face percings
Thinking dats what
Real niggas like
Ain't no real nigga
Gone live dat life
Cause da devil said
Dis how
U get into heaven
But we wanna
Make money so bad
We can't do it
No other way
So we just
Play da game
Of being gay
To make me
Da devil's new bitch
But I'm not about
Being a prostitute
Who was a king
Dat became a queen
So dis is
Da lifestyle of a man
Selling dat sickness
Like its crack
What da fuck is
Going on in Amerika
No wonder why women
Lost admiration for us men
We rather be bitches
Without a dick
Hell na its time
For a new revelation
Every where I go
Its booty bandits
In da left &right
All dis pussy out here
And they say fuck dat
Da devil really did
Take our flesh
To his ass
Ain't no such thing
Being born gay
They been changing
Our sexuality
Through da food we eat
I cry cause we
Rather be slaves
And not return
To dat love
Dat was never dead
Going to jail
To hand over your manhood
Ain't da problem
Its those lost men
Who continue to
Spit dem gay lyrics
In they songs
And now they
Advertising for channel perfume
And Victoria Secret
Thinking whats done
In da dark
Ain't come to da light
And these young men
Wanna get belly percings
And face percings
Thinking dats what
Real niggas like
Ain't no real nigga
Gone live dat life
Cause da devil said
Dis how
U get into heaven
But we wanna
Make money so bad
We can't do it
No other way
So we just
Play da game
Of being gay
Sunday, May 3, 2015
dat love dat was never dead
Lucifer u were created
From dat love
Dat was never dead
But u saw it as weakness
So u became a beast
Dat bangs for da streets
U infected our
Mother &father, Adam &Eve
With dat fake love
So da universe became sick
When we walked away
From faith &love
So we destroyed God's creation
When we couldn't
Over come da pain
Now we livin
Da Amerikan dream
Where it's our new religion
It would of been a change
But we threw away da responsibility
So da haters
Are killing again
Just to put us
Back on house arrest
We only carry guns
Cause we don't believe
In da power of love
See da beast
Still playing da game of chest
And we can't stop
Bending over for fame
We rising up
When they kill
But we can't
Stop degrading our women
Let alone save our children
From being rape &molested
And we still gang banging
Cause we don't
Wanna do da work
To be a righetous man
And da poor
No longer receive love
Because they are mentally insane
We are dat beast
Dat come to an understanding
About dat love
Dat was never dead
It is da revolution
Dat frustration of rioting
Won't give us justice
Its dat love
Dat was never dead
From dat love
Dat was never dead
But u saw it as weakness
So u became a beast
Dat bangs for da streets
U infected our
Mother &father, Adam &Eve
With dat fake love
So da universe became sick
When we walked away
From faith &love
So we destroyed God's creation
When we couldn't
Over come da pain
Now we livin
Da Amerikan dream
Where it's our new religion
It would of been a change
But we threw away da responsibility
So da haters
Are killing again
Just to put us
Back on house arrest
We only carry guns
Cause we don't believe
In da power of love
See da beast
Still playing da game of chest
And we can't stop
Bending over for fame
We rising up
When they kill
But we can't
Stop degrading our women
Let alone save our children
From being rape &molested
And we still gang banging
Cause we don't
Wanna do da work
To be a righetous man
And da poor
No longer receive love
Because they are mentally insane
We are dat beast
Dat come to an understanding
About dat love
Dat was never dead
It is da revolution
Dat frustration of rioting
Won't give us justice
Its dat love
Dat was never dead
Thursday, March 12, 2015
That Black Love, that was never dead
Our hearts remain black
but we know
we ain't about being black
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no its dat black love
dat was never dead
we can't defeat pain
if we constantly
sippin on da
alcohol of lies
Which stole our minds
Now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
can't holla black lives matter
if we don't know
about dat black love
dat was never dead
it wasn't Amerika
who stole our love
it was our ancestors
who went insane
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
we gotta get our minds
off fame
and start building an empire
where self hatred &evil
no longer exist
and give our black queens
dat ever lasting love
With no injection
of dat fake love
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens u never
would of went insane
if wasn't for
black kings who were
regulating as pimps
but they were selling out
just to show
slavery still exist
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens getting mad
that black kings
went after white girls
Mexican;Hispanic;Latina;Asian etc
no be mad
that u had a weakness
for fuck boys
who kept nutting
all over u
with da dark
image of a man
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens say
their love never went
out of style
da black kings
can't keep it real
don't give him da pussy
until he goes to war
for your love
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
us black men
gotta do more
than be financially stabled
we gotta reinvent
dat black love
dat was never dead
and make it sweet
like peach cobbler,candy yams
Hersheys chocolate pie
and chocolate fudge strawberries
it will erase
da black queens tears
who had to do
bad all by themselves
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
dis war of ignorance
will be over
once we let love
be da revolution
but we know
we ain't about being black
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no its dat black love
dat was never dead
we can't defeat pain
if we constantly
sippin on da
alcohol of lies
Which stole our minds
Now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
can't holla black lives matter
if we don't know
about dat black love
dat was never dead
it wasn't Amerika
who stole our love
it was our ancestors
who went insane
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
we gotta get our minds
off fame
and start building an empire
where self hatred &evil
no longer exist
and give our black queens
dat ever lasting love
With no injection
of dat fake love
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens u never
would of went insane
if wasn't for
black kings who were
regulating as pimps
but they were selling out
just to show
slavery still exist
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens getting mad
that black kings
went after white girls
Mexican;Hispanic;Latina;Asian etc
no be mad
that u had a weakness
for fuck boys
who kept nutting
all over u
with da dark
image of a man
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens say
their love never went
out of style
da black kings
can't keep it real
don't give him da pussy
until he goes to war
for your love
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
us black men
gotta do more
than be financially stabled
we gotta reinvent
dat black love
dat was never dead
and make it sweet
like peach cobbler,candy yams
Hersheys chocolate pie
and chocolate fudge strawberries
it will erase
da black queens tears
who had to do
bad all by themselves
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
dis war of ignorance
will be over
once we let love
be da revolution
Wednesday, February 4, 2015
Thug Love or payless type of love
U say that want
That love that remains sweet
But u thirst
For that thug love
...
That love that remains sweet
But u thirst
For that thug love
...
Cause u like it
Hardcore nasty style
Saying real gentlemen
Can't make no thug love
So ull just be
Rearranging your face
Off that pool of blood
When u don't
Suck dat dick
Like a queen should
So hell recycle u
Like shoes from
Da payless store
This is what
U call thug love
More like u are
His sex slave
That hell crave
After having sex
With them side bitches
Thug love ain't about
Beating da punani up
Until u nut
All over me
It's about giving love
That doesn't abuse u
Thug Love is a sexual fantasy
That wasn't meant for women
Who are more than
A sexual apetizer
Thug love is an expression
For men
Who pretend to be hard core
A man doesn't need
A fake title
When he makes love
Da right way
So women stop with
Da list of chores
Cause us men
Ain't afraid to get freaky
For da woman
Who is now
My everlasting queen of love
Hardcore nasty style
Saying real gentlemen
Can't make no thug love
So ull just be
Rearranging your face
Off that pool of blood
When u don't
Suck dat dick
Like a queen should
So hell recycle u
Like shoes from
Da payless store
This is what
U call thug love
More like u are
His sex slave
That hell crave
After having sex
With them side bitches
Thug love ain't about
Beating da punani up
Until u nut
All over me
It's about giving love
That doesn't abuse u
Thug Love is a sexual fantasy
That wasn't meant for women
Who are more than
A sexual apetizer
Thug love is an expression
For men
Who pretend to be hard core
A man doesn't need
A fake title
When he makes love
Da right way
So women stop with
Da list of chores
Cause us men
Ain't afraid to get freaky
For da woman
Who is now
My everlasting queen of love
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
When Love Calls it will Speak
I thought it was love
That called for me
But it was
Just a woman
Dressed in pain
One night stands
Is the story of my life
That I'm sick of
Women calling me
Just for sex
So women please remind me dat
All women don't
Thirst to control
Let alone thirst to assume
Being mobilized for 4years
Has me questioning
Did I give up
No I just walked away
Saying she won't fight
For dat love
She never had
We met back
In May 2014
Dat I didn't realize
U was so interested in me
I got da love
And passion for words
That I need to
Give it away to u
I always give advice
But I don't wana be
So intimidating to
Da broken hearts
So when love calls
It will speak
Just know da next time
I see u
I won't ignore u
I won't give u
A hand shake
Ima wrap u up
In my arms
Just like my love & words
Will open your heart
So when love calls
It will speak
Once I acknowledge u
As a woman
Doing things to soothe da pain
And making u my armor
It won't be about sex
Once I make u my queen
It will be about
Love calling for me
To make me work
For a woman
who isn't a sleeping beauty
So when love calls
It will speak
For u to wake up
From da sickness
Of bad love
So when love calls
It will speak
It will speak
When there are
No more animals left
To give us strength
We should of loved them
Da way we love ourselves
So da howling winds roar
For a new victim
So when love calls
It will speak
When we
For letting da devil
Make u throw away love
Now da chains stab
When we exhaust da fear
So when love calls
It will speak
It has spoken
Even though we still bleed
From da dark
Image of a man
It has spoken
When u say
Good men don't exist
It has spoken
When men say
Women ain't loyal
U thought u knew love
But u just knew
Da sickness of bad love
So when love calls
It will speak
That called for me
But it was
Just a woman
Dressed in pain
One night stands
Is the story of my life
That I'm sick of
Women calling me
Just for sex
So women please remind me dat
All women don't
Thirst to control
Let alone thirst to assume
Being mobilized for 4years
Has me questioning
Did I give up
No I just walked away
Saying she won't fight
For dat love
She never had
We met back
In May 2014
Dat I didn't realize
U was so interested in me
I got da love
And passion for words
That I need to
Give it away to u
I always give advice
But I don't wana be
So intimidating to
Da broken hearts
So when love calls
It will speak
Just know da next time
I see u
I won't ignore u
I won't give u
A hand shake
Ima wrap u up
In my arms
Just like my love & words
Will open your heart
So when love calls
It will speak
Once I acknowledge u
As a woman
Doing things to soothe da pain
And making u my armor
It won't be about sex
Once I make u my queen
It will be about
Love calling for me
To make me work
For a woman
who isn't a sleeping beauty
So when love calls
It will speak
For u to wake up
From da sickness
Of bad love
So when love calls
It will speak
It will speak
When there are
No more animals left
To give us strength
We should of loved them
Da way we love ourselves
So da howling winds roar
For a new victim
So when love calls
It will speak
When we
For letting da devil
Make u throw away love
Now da chains stab
When we exhaust da fear
So when love calls
It will speak
It has spoken
Even though we still bleed
From da dark
Image of a man
It has spoken
When u say
Good men don't exist
It has spoken
When men say
Women ain't loyal
U thought u knew love
But u just knew
Da sickness of bad love
So when love calls
It will speak
That fake rap game
U so fake
That yo pants remain low
Not knowing u are
Da devils new lover
So u rap without a soul
Cause there is too many
Hypocrites judging life
I aint no pimp ...
So don't blame a man
Cause u fell for that
Fake rap game
That was da blurred line
For getting sex
So much confusion
Now women turning
Into dikes &lesbians
Cause most men
Are addicted to
Being a pimp
Who is now a beast
Not wanting that love
So we play chess
Cause that fake rap game
Devoured da truth
Now most of us
Became sex addicts
Which is now da life style
If love wasn't da truth
Then why do we
Have an epiphany
When love calls for us
That fake rap game
Was da devils plan
To turn a woman against man
That fake rap game
Is a drug
That has da blind
Diluted with lies
So stop stabbing love
With your past
Cause that fake rap game
Can't kill love
That remains sweet
That yo pants remain low
Not knowing u are
Da devils new lover
So u rap without a soul
Cause there is too many
Hypocrites judging life
I aint no pimp ...
So don't blame a man
Cause u fell for that
Fake rap game
That was da blurred line
For getting sex
So much confusion
Now women turning
Into dikes &lesbians
Cause most men
Are addicted to
Being a pimp
Who is now a beast
Not wanting that love
So we play chess
Cause that fake rap game
Devoured da truth
Now most of us
Became sex addicts
Which is now da life style
If love wasn't da truth
Then why do we
Have an epiphany
When love calls for us
That fake rap game
Was da devils plan
To turn a woman against man
That fake rap game
Is a drug
That has da blind
Diluted with lies
So stop stabbing love
With your past
Cause that fake rap game
Can't kill love
That remains sweet
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
Does Love Still Exist
They reject me
Cause of my age
They reject me
Cause I am taking
On da full responsibility ...
To serve and heal unwillingly
So if love ain't da truth
Then why do we
Remain battling pain
Cause we want revenge
For those abusing us
And stabbing us
With self hatred
Tearing a deeper hole
In our own hearts
Where we have
Become black widows
And scorpions
Just killing cause
We have lost faith in everything
If love still exist
Then why we the people
Not teaching it
To our children
Who kill saying
Da hood has more love for me
If love still exist
Then why do most men
Have side bitches
And most women
Wanna be bad bitches
To get paid
For that unfading
Beauty and unfading love
If love still exist
Then why are we
Not using it
To heal the beast
Who is not a beast
But an angel who
Lost his way
He posioned eve
With that fake rap game
To start a war
Saying a man
Is just a pimp
Who likes to fuck
If love still exist
Then why dont we
Love ourselves
If love still exist
Then we the people
Should have love for all
Cause of my age
They reject me
Cause I am taking
On da full responsibility ...
To serve and heal unwillingly
So if love ain't da truth
Then why do we
Remain battling pain
Cause we want revenge
For those abusing us
And stabbing us
With self hatred
Tearing a deeper hole
In our own hearts
Where we have
Become black widows
And scorpions
Just killing cause
We have lost faith in everything
If love still exist
Then why we the people
Not teaching it
To our children
Who kill saying
Da hood has more love for me
If love still exist
Then why do most men
Have side bitches
And most women
Wanna be bad bitches
To get paid
For that unfading
Beauty and unfading love
If love still exist
Then why are we
Not using it
To heal the beast
Who is not a beast
But an angel who
Lost his way
He posioned eve
With that fake rap game
To start a war
Saying a man
Is just a pimp
Who likes to fuck
If love still exist
Then why dont we
Love ourselves
If love still exist
Then we the people
Should have love for all
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Love is the truth
We stand when
They murder us like animals
Without a soul
But where is the love
To dissolve the
Evil &self hatred
Love is not
For the weak
It's a shield
That is used
To erase the
Demonic fore play of no belief
So we can't
March for justice
Unless we have
Love for one another
Walk away from
That street life
And let love
Be the revolution
Us men have been portraying
The life of
Being a pimp
That we need
To be men
That will fight
For that real unfading love
So women can see
That a real gentlemen
Never is extinct
The Savage Beast
Made us slaves
To a universe
Of extinction & misery
That we must
Restore order with
Acts of kindness
Giving the hood
A new life
Where love is the truth
But the politicians
Don't want love
They gamble for
Our souls to take
Our love &faith
Should remain in our creator
Not in people
Who spit subliminal messages
I tell you
Love is the truth
That the beast
Will run when
We give him
Some of that love
That doesn't fade away
I tell you
Love is the truth
That the police
Will no longer
Bang for America
Once we bring love
Back into their life
I tell you
Love is the truth
That our generation
Needs to see
That love is not extinct
It was misunderstood
For so many years
I tell you
Love is the truth
They murder us like animals
Without a soul
But where is the love
To dissolve the
Evil &self hatred
Love is not
For the weak
It's a shield
That is used
To erase the
Demonic fore play of no belief
So we can't
March for justice
Unless we have
Love for one another
Walk away from
That street life
And let love
Be the revolution
Us men have been portraying
The life of
Being a pimp
That we need
To be men
That will fight
For that real unfading love
So women can see
That a real gentlemen
Never is extinct
The Savage Beast
Made us slaves
To a universe
Of extinction & misery
That we must
Restore order with
Acts of kindness
Giving the hood
A new life
Where love is the truth
But the politicians
Don't want love
They gamble for
Our souls to take
Our love &faith
Should remain in our creator
Not in people
Who spit subliminal messages
I tell you
Love is the truth
That the beast
Will run when
We give him
Some of that love
That doesn't fade away
I tell you
Love is the truth
That the police
Will no longer
Bang for America
Once we bring love
Back into their life
I tell you
Love is the truth
That our generation
Needs to see
That love is not extinct
It was misunderstood
For so many years
I tell you
Love is the truth
I ain't no pimp
So u say
Ain't no such thing
As a gentlemen
Saying a man
Is nothing but a dog
Saying love is nothing
But that fake love
Did u dig
in that trash
To find that man
Who was abused
And manipulated like u
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be
Trying to live right
Let alone write poems
About people's growing pains
You still blind
With the foreplay
Of no beliefs
Don't judge me
Cause of my sex appeal
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be trying
To pursue that love
That remains sweet
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be able
To feel any pain
If I was a pimp
I Would of been
In jail years ago
You just misunderstood
A real gentlemen
Who is not extinct
When I see a woman
Dressed in pain
What's on my mind
is that real love
Not making love to a gold digger
Who will give me
A death sentence
But to massage
Her body reminding her
That a man
Is not a beast
You think I write
To give women
A orgasm while
She hears me
Spit real lyrics
No I write
To spit the truth
I write to
give a deeper meaning
I write to say
I ain't no pimp
who is a squirrel
looking to bust a nut
I am that soul brotha
Who has that real love
And I'm in need
of a woman
who has that love
That remains sweet
So for the last time
Stop accusing me
of being a pimp
Cause pimp means
Pussy is a mans pleasure
If that was
A mans only pleasure
There would be no need
For a Woman's existence
And if u find
That man who
Is a pimp
Heal him with
That love that speaks
Ain't no such thing
As a gentlemen
Saying a man
Is nothing but a dog
Saying love is nothing
But that fake love
Did u dig
in that trash
To find that man
Who was abused
And manipulated like u
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be
Trying to live right
Let alone write poems
About people's growing pains
You still blind
With the foreplay
Of no beliefs
Don't judge me
Cause of my sex appeal
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be trying
To pursue that love
That remains sweet
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be able
To feel any pain
If I was a pimp
I Would of been
In jail years ago
You just misunderstood
A real gentlemen
Who is not extinct
When I see a woman
Dressed in pain
What's on my mind
is that real love
Not making love to a gold digger
Who will give me
A death sentence
But to massage
Her body reminding her
That a man
Is not a beast
You think I write
To give women
A orgasm while
She hears me
Spit real lyrics
No I write
To spit the truth
I write to
give a deeper meaning
I write to say
I ain't no pimp
who is a squirrel
looking to bust a nut
I am that soul brotha
Who has that real love
And I'm in need
of a woman
who has that love
That remains sweet
So for the last time
Stop accusing me
of being a pimp
Cause pimp means
Pussy is a mans pleasure
If that was
A mans only pleasure
There would be no need
For a Woman's existence
And if u find
That man who
Is a pimp
Heal him with
That love that speaks
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
They call us the black disease
It was self hatred
That destroyed our obedience
Then our true history was erased
To put fear in our hearts
We gave in
To the womb of pain
Cause GOD didn't
Heal our wounds
So we erupted with revenge
When black love wasn't enough
To resurrect us
Through the dark days
Of evil men
The white people
Took Lucifer's Myth
To make us black people
Wide receiver's of
FAME & lies
They say black people
Are a disease
No the Universe
We live in
Is a disease
The genocide of
Our black youth
Is more than tears
It's a message
That we can't fight
For justice alone
Da system remains broken
Cause we leave our faith
In men who keep promising change
We all thought
Da pain would be releaved
When a black man
Was elected to be our Messiah
But he just
Took the bait
To cease da devils command
They abolished Justice, for peace
When they found out
Black people were
Made to heal
How can we
Be da disease
If we are the cure
That destroyed our obedience
Then our true history was erased
To put fear in our hearts
We gave in
To the womb of pain
Cause GOD didn't
Heal our wounds
So we erupted with revenge
When black love wasn't enough
To resurrect us
Through the dark days
Of evil men
The white people
Took Lucifer's Myth
To make us black people
Wide receiver's of
FAME & lies
They say black people
Are a disease
No the Universe
We live in
Is a disease
The genocide of
Our black youth
Is more than tears
It's a message
That we can't fight
For justice alone
Da system remains broken
Cause we leave our faith
In men who keep promising change
We all thought
Da pain would be releaved
When a black man
Was elected to be our Messiah
But he just
Took the bait
To cease da devils command
They abolished Justice, for peace
When they found out
Black people were
Made to heal
How can we
Be da disease
If we are the cure
Monday, June 30, 2014
Da Dark Image of a Man
U worship a man
Who thought he
Was a fighter
But he just
Wanted da fame
Of having money
Dis ain't no competition
I knock out those
Who spread dat bullshit
U say I'm a hater
But yet u have goons
Surrounding u
Just to suck yo dick
Cause they don't wana
Work a 9 to 5
Now tell me,
Is da life
A black man suppose to live
Da sport of boxing
Is now a circus arena
Just bidding on those
Who are a
12 years of slave
U ain't no fighter
U ran from Packman Pacquio
When he called
U out in 2011
Now u got socked out
By T.I. who is
Da king of da hustle gang
If u ain't no punk
Then take back yo soul
From da devil
Who only offered life
In da dark
Our Universe was polluted
With Fagonomics
Saying it's okay
To be gay
Then Ragonomics took us
To a place
We shouldn't have gone
I guess well never know
What da dark image
Of a man is
Until our new slave master
Barry Soetoro will
Rape us by
Injecting da RDFIM
Chip inside of us
Dis is da man
Who is da
Same blood line as Hitler
Our country is
Run by Nazis & Muslims
If we don't comply
We get put in Fema Camps
And then killed
In those camps
See it was George W. Bush
Who set up 9/11
It doesn't matter
If u are democratic
Or republican
They will sell u a lie
Just to fundamentally
Transform da sheeple
of da USA
And transform da United States
Lets wake up
And become educated
No more idolizing those
Who sold they soul
Just to become a millionare
Da dark image
Of a man
Must be slayed
By We Da People
Who thought he
Was a fighter
But he just
Wanted da fame
Of having money
Dis ain't no competition
I knock out those
Who spread dat bullshit
U say I'm a hater
But yet u have goons
Surrounding u
Just to suck yo dick
Cause they don't wana
Work a 9 to 5
Now tell me,
Is da life
A black man suppose to live
Da sport of boxing
Is now a circus arena
Just bidding on those
Who are a
12 years of slave
U ain't no fighter
U ran from Packman Pacquio
When he called
U out in 2011
Now u got socked out
By T.I. who is
Da king of da hustle gang
If u ain't no punk
Then take back yo soul
From da devil
Who only offered life
In da dark
Our Universe was polluted
With Fagonomics
Saying it's okay
To be gay
Then Ragonomics took us
To a place
We shouldn't have gone
I guess well never know
What da dark image
Of a man is
Until our new slave master
Barry Soetoro will
Rape us by
Injecting da RDFIM
Chip inside of us
Dis is da man
Who is da
Same blood line as Hitler
Our country is
Run by Nazis & Muslims
If we don't comply
We get put in Fema Camps
And then killed
In those camps
See it was George W. Bush
Who set up 9/11
It doesn't matter
If u are democratic
Or republican
They will sell u a lie
Just to fundamentally
Transform da sheeple
of da USA
And transform da United States
Lets wake up
And become educated
No more idolizing those
Who sold they soul
Just to become a millionare
Da dark image
Of a man
Must be slayed
By We Da People
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Da balance dat I seek
I put myself
Back in chains
For not pursuing
Da woman
Who found me
So why settle
For a woman
who claims to be
A bad bitch
All she will do
Is devour me
With her drunken love
Da women of today
Require so much
For their job application
But how can it be real
If you are not
Willing to fight
To over come da pain
Love isn't built
On materialistic things
And it isn't built on age
It's built on strength
Da woman I want
Must know she has
Dat unfading beauty
And love
Dat no one
Can take away
She must be dat balance
Who isn't afraid
To be loved
By a man
Who is no longer
A savage beast
Who was an abuser of love
She must be willing
To be my armor
During da times
Of persecution, struggles,
Trials & Tribulations
And storms of love
She is dat unfading queen
Who has made me
A warrior of solutions
Back in chains
For not pursuing
Da woman
Who found me
So why settle
For a woman
who claims to be
A bad bitch
All she will do
Is devour me
With her drunken love
Da women of today
Require so much
For their job application
But how can it be real
If you are not
Willing to fight
To over come da pain
Love isn't built
On materialistic things
And it isn't built on age
It's built on strength
Da woman I want
Must know she has
Dat unfading beauty
And love
Dat no one
Can take away
She must be dat balance
Who isn't afraid
To be loved
By a man
Who is no longer
A savage beast
Who was an abuser of love
She must be willing
To be my armor
During da times
Of persecution, struggles,
Trials & Tribulations
And storms of love
She is dat unfading queen
Who has made me
A warrior of solutions
Da sickness of bad love
Women use to
Bloom like flowers
Until da war
Of Misconceptions began
Throwing away love
Cause u didn't
Stay committed to Jesus
Da love my step dad
And mom had
Inspired me not
To be afraid
To be stabbed, by ignorance
We as people
Remain drinking in da dark
Thinking dat da
Drugz of lies
Is da cure
For our overdose
On dat pain
People repel other people
As being da same
If our thinking doesn't change
Then how can
Our hearts be free
From dis curse
Dat da devil
Made us drink
So we bleed
For not pursuing
Dat unknown definition
Of love
So we bleed
For not pursuing those
Who over came
Being a savage beast
So we bleed
When we say
Fuck Love
I just need
A fuck buddy
From time to time
Who said love
Was suppose to be easy
Women don't waste time
Sucking his dick
Spend time testing
His heart & character
Learning about our emotions
Will give us dat tool
Of emotional content
Us men gotta rise up
With our actions
Like Mufasa & Simba
Who fought for
True Happiness
I will continue to bleed
If I don't
Stand on da streets
Spittin my rap game
Is no different
Than my luv game
I knew I haven't
Been healed by a woman
Who loved me
For my imperfections
Recycling my needs
To heal people
From da sickness
of bad love
We bleed because
No body heard
Da cry's of
Our sounding wounds
So I must
Be dat man
Who ended da war, with love
Giving us da people
A new reveulation
Dat da book of love
Needs a new chapter
Bloom like flowers
Until da war
Of Misconceptions began
Throwing away love
Cause u didn't
Stay committed to Jesus
Da love my step dad
And mom had
Inspired me not
To be afraid
To be stabbed, by ignorance
We as people
Remain drinking in da dark
Thinking dat da
Drugz of lies
Is da cure
For our overdose
On dat pain
People repel other people
As being da same
If our thinking doesn't change
Then how can
Our hearts be free
From dis curse
Dat da devil
Made us drink
So we bleed
For not pursuing
Dat unknown definition
Of love
So we bleed
For not pursuing those
Who over came
Being a savage beast
So we bleed
When we say
Fuck Love
I just need
A fuck buddy
From time to time
Who said love
Was suppose to be easy
Women don't waste time
Sucking his dick
Spend time testing
His heart & character
Learning about our emotions
Will give us dat tool
Of emotional content
Us men gotta rise up
With our actions
Like Mufasa & Simba
Who fought for
True Happiness
I will continue to bleed
If I don't
Stand on da streets
Spittin my rap game
Is no different
Than my luv game
I knew I haven't
Been healed by a woman
Who loved me
For my imperfections
Recycling my needs
To heal people
From da sickness
of bad love
We bleed because
No body heard
Da cry's of
Our sounding wounds
So I must
Be dat man
Who ended da war, with love
Giving us da people
A new reveulation
Dat da book of love
Needs a new chapter
Monday, January 27, 2014
That black love that use to be sweet
That black love, that use to be sweet
January 27, 2014 at 2:08pm
We had that black love,
Tha didn't kill for power
Untill our anger grew dark
So we lost our balance
When we forgot, how to love
And to establish equal rights
They want power
For da Universe mobilization
Of our people
Not communicating with
Each other correctly
Left our hearts at war
So u kill for blood
Thinking its Justice
But yet it leaves u in a chamber
When u sold, your own brother & sister in to slavery
These black on black hate crimes
Leaves us shattered
With no one rising up
To love on thes injured brothas &sistas
Who think gang banging
Is da new transformation for opportunity
So I say where is da black love
That use to be sweet
It doesn't have to be sexual
when dealing with an ignorant person
Don't let love turn back into shame
For not doing nothing
To wash da hate off da streets
Expressing that black love
To them, will inspire them,
To recycle that hateful love
Da non violence
Is always better
Than a gun of unforgiveness
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
Lets be that race
That doesn't act like savages
Black men & black women
Stop going on t.v. shows
Like jerry springer, steve wilcos,
The maury, & divorce court shows
Embarrassing yourselves
It won't solve your issues
Until u both stop
Persecuting each other
You black men
Can't be faithful
If u have more than 1 woman
As your so called lover
So black women stop
Abusing your rights
With that capitalistic pussy
Just to get revenge
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
It was sweet like caramel
Mixed with vanilla, herseys
And chocolate fudge
When a black man
Had so much love
For a black woman
And a black woman
Had so much admiration
For a black man
Who took on da responsibility
To be a man who leads
Not run cause
Of his own insecurities
Gotta get back to
Having a righteous household
And teaching our kids about Jesus
Not giving up on them
& letting become demons
Who serve da devil
It is our job to spread da love &prayer
Versus watch our people retact
Without thinking & then self destruct
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
It was romantic
When da black women
Put all their love
Into cooking that good food
And making themselves
As that erotic desert
To put it on u so good
That u wouldn't, have no weakness
For no side orders
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
Black men stop complaining
About her craziness
And be that man
Who cleans her scars, to inspire her
To forgive, so she can recycle these wounds
That kept her in a prison of pain
Express to that black woman of yours
She doesn't need a weave to be beautiful
You don't nee fake breat &ass
For that black man
To tell u, you are beautiful
That black man took da time
To reveal your unfading beauty
To make love, to your unfading beauty
To say black queens
Don't go to waste
We as black kings
Have learned from our mistakes
So I say, where is da black love
that use to be sweet
Tha didn't kill for power
Untill our anger grew dark
So we lost our balance
When we forgot, how to love
And to establish equal rights
They want power
For da Universe mobilization
Of our people
Not communicating with
Each other correctly
Left our hearts at war
So u kill for blood
Thinking its Justice
But yet it leaves u in a chamber
When u sold, your own brother & sister in to slavery
These black on black hate crimes
Leaves us shattered
With no one rising up
To love on thes injured brothas &sistas
Who think gang banging
Is da new transformation for opportunity
So I say where is da black love
That use to be sweet
It doesn't have to be sexual
when dealing with an ignorant person
Don't let love turn back into shame
For not doing nothing
To wash da hate off da streets
Expressing that black love
To them, will inspire them,
To recycle that hateful love
Da non violence
Is always better
Than a gun of unforgiveness
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
Lets be that race
That doesn't act like savages
Black men & black women
Stop going on t.v. shows
Like jerry springer, steve wilcos,
The maury, & divorce court shows
Embarrassing yourselves
It won't solve your issues
Until u both stop
Persecuting each other
You black men
Can't be faithful
If u have more than 1 woman
As your so called lover
So black women stop
Abusing your rights
With that capitalistic pussy
Just to get revenge
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
It was sweet like caramel
Mixed with vanilla, herseys
And chocolate fudge
When a black man
Had so much love
For a black woman
And a black woman
Had so much admiration
For a black man
Who took on da responsibility
To be a man who leads
Not run cause
Of his own insecurities
Gotta get back to
Having a righteous household
And teaching our kids about Jesus
Not giving up on them
& letting become demons
Who serve da devil
It is our job to spread da love &prayer
Versus watch our people retact
Without thinking & then self destruct
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
It was romantic
When da black women
Put all their love
Into cooking that good food
And making themselves
As that erotic desert
To put it on u so good
That u wouldn't, have no weakness
For no side orders
So I say, where is da black love
That use to be sweet
Black men stop complaining
About her craziness
And be that man
Who cleans her scars, to inspire her
To forgive, so she can recycle these wounds
That kept her in a prison of pain
Express to that black woman of yours
She doesn't need a weave to be beautiful
You don't nee fake breat &ass
For that black man
To tell u, you are beautiful
That black man took da time
To reveal your unfading beauty
To make love, to your unfading beauty
To say black queens
Don't go to waste
We as black kings
Have learned from our mistakes
So I say, where is da black love
that use to be sweet
Friday, September 13, 2013
It's committment over temptation
I heard so many
Women in agony
that da men
Can't stop throwing up
That bullshit
Relationships had so much meaning
But then it
Became mutated overtime
When women started
Making these rules, ®ulations
Turning love into
An infection
Of not wanting
To taste it again
Love is not a fantasy
It's about divine committment
When u look past
A woman's beauty
What do see?
When u stand
And reveal your beauty
How do u want
A man to express
Himself to u?
Lets stop having
These one night stands
And create a romantic flow
That u & I
Can become one
These trials & tribulations
Stand infront of us
For us to observe
And shatter da fear
Of our own self
If your heart is full
Of unforgiveness
Then how can u see
Da women are not decievers
And da men
Are not abusers
U lost your trust
When u kept attracting
Temptation,
Due to a negative life style
Don't let insecurities
Self destruct u
And your relationship
Having sex with
Your soul mate
Shouldn't be a reward
You should elevate your game
Reinvent your style & tools
Having a woman
Capture a mans love
Who has evolved
Da unconditional love u seek
Is not a mixtape
With add on words
A man can't be
Committed to a woman
If he has
No committment to GOD
And accept his son
Jesus As their lord
To be used
As righteous warriors
Who heal, protect, forgive
And love unconditionally
And women were created
To balance & complete
Da men, not to
Sleep in their own sins
Women in agony
that da men
Can't stop throwing up
That bullshit
Relationships had so much meaning
But then it
Became mutated overtime
When women started
Making these rules, ®ulations
Turning love into
An infection
Of not wanting
To taste it again
Love is not a fantasy
It's about divine committment
When u look past
A woman's beauty
What do see?
When u stand
And reveal your beauty
How do u want
A man to express
Himself to u?
Lets stop having
These one night stands
And create a romantic flow
That u & I
Can become one
These trials & tribulations
Stand infront of us
For us to observe
And shatter da fear
Of our own self
If your heart is full
Of unforgiveness
Then how can u see
Da women are not decievers
And da men
Are not abusers
U lost your trust
When u kept attracting
Temptation,
Due to a negative life style
Don't let insecurities
Self destruct u
And your relationship
Having sex with
Your soul mate
Shouldn't be a reward
You should elevate your game
Reinvent your style & tools
Having a woman
Capture a mans love
Who has evolved
Da unconditional love u seek
Is not a mixtape
With add on words
A man can't be
Committed to a woman
If he has
No committment to GOD
And accept his son
Jesus As their lord
To be used
As righteous warriors
Who heal, protect, forgive
And love unconditionally
And women were created
To balance & complete
Da men, not to
Sleep in their own sins
My rap game is Universal
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
I remain single
Because there is
No difference between
Da ones who are free
And da ones
Who are not saved
Still throwing themselves at me
With da that 1 line lie game
I don't fall in love, with pussy
Like bitch ninjas
Who don't make
Work their passion
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
I had enough
Of dis dry spell
When will I meet
Da women who
Haven't threw away
Their passionate love
Once I unleash dis melody
Then they can
Hear whats inside of me
Ima unleash your true desires
On what makes
A woman so delicious
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
Yo pussy needs
A real man
Not a poor imitation
It's not about race
Why men &women
Fall in love
If u stop persecuting love
then u will see
This is not
An average man
Nor an average woman
But u stay blinded
By sexuality
U may have high standards
But that doesn't
Define love that
Will heal u
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
I remain single
Because there is
No difference between
Da ones who are free
And da ones
Who are not saved
Still throwing themselves at me
With da that 1 line lie game
I don't fall in love, with pussy
Like bitch ninjas
Who don't make
Work their passion
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
I had enough
Of dis dry spell
When will I meet
Da women who
Haven't threw away
Their passionate love
Once I unleash dis melody
Then they can
Hear whats inside of me
Ima unleash your true desires
On what makes
A woman so delicious
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
Yo pussy needs
A real man
Not a poor imitation
It's not about race
Why men &women
Fall in love
If u stop persecuting love
then u will see
This is not
An average man
Nor an average woman
But u stay blinded
By sexuality
U may have high standards
But that doesn't
Define love that
Will heal u
My rap game is universal
It doesn't go sour
Like pussy squirting
Out that bullshit
My Luv game will
Do more than give u orgasms
It penitrates u
With that theatrical love
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