Black men suffer to

You would think
Being black in america
Would be the only struggle
But no there is pain
In the black families
That leaves black men
At the bottom of ocean
Black women claim
They the only ones
Who are victims of pain
So they erased
That black love
From their hearts
Cause it gave them
Nothing but a bad addiction
What about the black men
Who suffer from
That same addiction
Its not looked at
Cause social media taught us
That a black man is
Nothing but a fairy tale
Black men of today
Have turned into zombies
Cause they got tired
Of the abuse
Tired of being toyz
For the white mans
Plan of extinction
Im not saying its okay
But we have forgot
About the culture
Instead we should be
Medicating ourselves
Being story tellers
Would heal us
From being animals
That lives in a cage
Then black women would see
That we as black men
Are not going extinct
Black men suffer
Cause we refuse
To get a therapist
Same goes for
Black women who
Have daddy issues
We use drugs and sex
Be our only truth
Can't complain there's no help
We help create the genocide
I was that black man
Who suffered from
That bad experience of black love
Wanted to take my life
Cause i got bullied
For being different
Didn't seek help cause
I found the solution
To heal my brothers and sisters
But it Didn't heal me
All i did was
Stare at the clouds
While my heart
Bled to death
Got bullied daily
By my sister
It was so bad
She pulled a
knife out on me
But my parents
Believed i was the problem
Black men suffer to
Mom called the cops on me
Lying that i put hands on her
That hurt me
So i had to run away
With no where to go
See black men suffer to
And when it was time
To learn about
That black love
I broke down even more
Cause i thought
I was nothing but
A snack that
Everyone wanted to have
See black men suffer to
My story will make u cry
Its okay im glad
I had to grow up quick
Now my daughter will learn
That pain will turn us
Into heros saving the race

When Love Calls poetry book by Jarvon Greer

Love Calls is a collective of poems touching on the facets of love. Jarvon Greer bares his heart and soul deep within the pages of his first literary body of work. He gives his readers a front view of his experiences and expectations during the calm and storms of past and present relationships. 
979-8619495232 ISBN #

Poison Ivy

It used to feel good
When you could
Talk & cuddle
Enjoy each others bodies
With out sexual penetration
Kissing until your thirst
Is no more
What happened to
Writing love letters
What happened to dressing up
Having a nice dinner
And dancing the night away
Did it all die
Because net flix & chill
Became the norm
Or did it die
Cause real R&B, real jazz,
Real Neo Soul, real pop R&B
Real rap & hip pop died
It was because of that music
That made us see
Love was worth it all
Now love of today
Is nothing but poison ivy
So now u rather be mermaids
Who kill cause
Your hearts is filled with hate
Now us men
Are nothing but fisherman
Who can't catch a real woman
Was the game of betrayal
Worth meaniliness sex
She will forget
That sex has no meaning
Cause love to her
Is nothing but poison ivy
He will forget
That a real woman
Saved him from extinction
Now he spends his days
Berried so deep into
Her pussy
then going deep
From the back
Making her scream
Cause she wanted him
To give love a new meaning
So women continue to
bash and hate us
All over social media
But when they start to hear
That love is more
Than poison ivy
Their thorns and spells
Begin to grow
But women that remain hurt
Took the good men
And killed the love they had
So now you are all
In this game of betrayal
Men of today
Can't be poetic
Cause most women
Don't appreciate it
Can't express ourselves
How we use to
Cause love of today
Is nothing but poison ivy
The women that
Use to be classy
Now do twerk videos
And Promote sex
But get mad
When men sexualize them
No be mad
For allowing these thorns
To run so deep into your flesh
Be mad that
You created this image
Where you are nothing
But poison ivy
Be mad for having
A relationship where
He failed to make
u his queen
Be mad for allowing
This pain to ruin you
Your heart maybe
Covered with poison Ivy
But love didn't die
Let alone kill you
Love evolved from
This war of a broken reality

But I'm Crazy

I see why i have no followers
Cause I'm that mentally ill man
Who's from the future
So I gave up
No more fighting
To spark the brain
Even my poetry
Is weak like my pockets
Might us well become
A mumble rapper
It's the only thang
That keeps this generation alive
In my feelings
More like a bad dinner
That gave me
A terrible sickness
Only response i get
Is to talking about sports
If Trump is the goat
Then why is America
Not great again
Too busy being dumb asses
Let me cash this check
And come back
With that mixtape of insanity
Its the only thang
That sells
Nine year old Quaden
Faked a bullying video
And got 200000 racks
Social media is the new form
For getting rich quick
But im crazy
For wanting to be a hero
That's dead and gone
Give me the drug
So i can rob you
Its the only way
To leave the ghetto
Now I'm a billionaire
No more being stuck at home
Just to scroll through IG
Now I can be a savage
Telling you all
That you are dumb
You don't get tired
Of the fake people
But I'm crazy
Now I can erase
This bad dream
Cause I'm rich
Only those who are rich
Can influence those
Who chose to be
The victims in a bad horror film
But I'm crazy
I only write what makes sense
What's the point
Of talking about
Pussy, drugs, cars
Or making up dumb dances
You ain't tired
Of the dumb shit
Just like yall ain't tired
Of the dumb tv shows
And movies by Tyler Perry
But I'm crazy
Not my fault
You don't appreciate
A rare breed

Don't close your eyes

Don't close your eyes

Why did you go back
To being that scared
19 year old
Yea he was dope at writing
But choked every time he performed
Thought i was done being scared
My heart told me no
Threw away poetry
Because I became a father
And the love I found
Wasn't the answer
So i spent my days drinking
What was i supposed to do
All i did was
Close my eyes
And fail every time
If i don't open my eyes
To recover from the subliminal
Then my legacy
Of being a poet
Is nothing but death
Forgive me for turning into a zombie
Auditioning for the 2020
Pan African American film festival
Made me see
Why be a quitter
Things happen for a reason
Every painful event
Brought me back to poetry
So this time around
I will not shall not
Close my eyes
It can't be real
If i can't pause
To connect with the audience
So they can be like
That was deep
But it was also entertaining
I can dress well
But there needs to be more emotion
I don't even close my eyes
When it comes
To making love
I make sure its good every round
And that each move
Gives a new meaning
So its no different
Than performing
So forgive me
My love for poetry
Will never die
The thing that dies
Is me closing my eyes

They want me dead

They want me dead

Can't go back to being a kid
The world needs
People who will create good music
The pain that
Eats our hearts
Can't be the only truth
So why am i the victim
Of endless bullshit
Cause i come in peace
If i react then
I am nothing
But a female
Who cries all day
Life is nothing
But a endless battle
Can't speak truth
With out having an argument
Can't fight for change
Unless you are
Ready to die
But my thoughts
Are nothing but insanity
How crazy am I
To believe that i belong
Yes i have pain
But it doesn't kill me
You still think
Poetry is my hobby
No this my only reality
Can't be an artist
If it don't make sense
They want me dead
Cause I'm no robot
They want me dead
Cause i care to be a revolutionist
They want me dead
Cause i refuse to be a slave
They want me dead
Cause i am a rare breed
Can't help if i can
See through the pain
Me staying off the map
Is making the world a better place
If i die
Just let me be
I am not here to live
I'm here to remind you
We are not i robots
Who promote their cause
We are here to show
That the way of life
Has not been forgotten

Da Storm

It aint hard being black
What makes it worst
We get killed
While being black
Cause we learned
That making a difference
Is better than
Helping the slave masters
Who kill to tell
The story of the end game
But blacks kill each other
Cause money is everything
So South Central LA
Will forever bleed
But its not to late
To end this genocide
Another deadly storm
And our minds
Is still on freeze
Gotta make this positive life dedication
No more having devistation
These reptiles will be fed
to the enemies
Who created them
Making trump president
Didn't insult me
Hes the nuclear bomb
That gave america a great death
If could go back in time
Who would you
Bring to life
The hood is more
Than death of black love
It was the foundation
Of good times
But yet the whites
Have invaded our minds
Saying there is nothing left
Does it end with pain
Or do we rise
To be gladitors
How can the creator
Save us from tragedy
If we are not willing
To save ourselves
No more shall we
Build with our enemies
Our children are the key
But we must become
Revolutionist who killed
The disease that
Was made for us

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Happy birthday to me first poetry book is out

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When love calls by Jarvon Greer

When love calls poetry book

I began writing not for the fame or pleasure. It was because I had to learn how to deal with pain; fear, ignorant people etc. My poetry comes from experience, pain of our people and listen to stories. My goal is to inspire people every where and help deal with mental issues, bullying,  family issues. Learning about poetry made me see life in a different view and its good to express yourself. And not always abuse yourself with drugs or physical abuse. Hopefully I can bring peace with my poetry, motivational speaking, stand up comedy, radio and tv hosting.  I'm Jarvon Greer from Inglewood California born April 19, 1991, and I currently reside in South Central Los Angeles California. 
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Jarvons first published book

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Why are u scared

Another year passes
And I'm still stuck
In the middle of this ocean
Cause I'm still scared
That I don't have support
All I ever wanted
Was to be that voice
For people who remain scared
My whole child I was abused
Treated like a disease
But I overcame it
By making people
Laugh & smile
So why do I feel like
A dead rose pedal
Who has no love
Because I let a 9 to 5 job
Kill my mental
All I had to do was keep
My passion for poetry alive
So why am I scared
Cause I don't have the energy
To remain positive
Can't let these reptiles
Kill us off
Cause their power source is fear
My sister lost faith
In living life
This mind is no longer locked
These mass shootings
Put us right back in fear
See love is the answer 
For fear to stop haunting us
We watch fake news
Cause we fail to get educated
But when it comes
To speaking truth
It's nothing but a comedy
The movie get out
Wasn't a comedy
It was a real story
On why we are no longer scared
So why am I scared
Cause I don't know
If I have the skills
To be the next great actor
But if don't try
Then I'll just be scared
To stay woke
Through the pain
For happiness and love

Get out

What happened to me I used to smile and laugh On the regular But im slowy dying From my anger and stress Did i forget Im not alone In this battle I see why my lack of faith Sent me to a prison Where these vampires Remain biting me In my nightmares Cause i failed To fight with This love for poetry The devil took in me in chains Cause i let this job Get to me But yet my best friends Came to save me I thought i was On my way To getting that real love But i let my impatience ruin me So she left me Cause i didn't Make love to her The right way Will i ever get out From this temporary sickness It was my fault That I didn't come back To this poetic medicine Fuck turining into a nigga Who has no heart And i will never bend over Cause you wish You can infect me With those bad intensions Can you get out From from this negativity But yet its your truth Cause love never saved you We gotta get out From the devils pain Or stay bleeding Liked it never rained The rich white folks Kicking the blacks Out the hood Now we suffer Cause we let ignorange Be our drug Forget using weed & alcohol Give me this pen So i can Shatter your pain With my voice for positivity

Poetry has left me

I became empty Once I started school And then I got a job So my mind Was filled with depression And then I fell into the dark Where no love couldn't reach me And that's when poetry Has left me The Nightmares kept me in chains Then the devil came knocking At the door Making me his prey of choice It's my own fault That poetry has left me It left me cause I don't pray Don't read the Bible All I do is be on my phone Looking at ass, tits, pussy and booty Jacking off like I never tasted pussy I see why poetry has left me Cause Im addicted To getting pleasure When I should be Making love to poetry Cause the creator made me a poet To keep me From becoming that sickness Poetry has left me Cause I let this job Give me stress When poetry should be my answer To recover from The trick of the devil Poetry has left me Since I am too lazy To write anymore To lazy to perform anymore Poetry has left me Cause I don't hear anymore Now my flesh is infected Cause I don't fight with passion anymore But if I don't write to inspire Then how will you know Love came back To save me

Bring that pain to life

I spent all my time 
Writing that real shit 
But I fell off 
Like love never made a difference 
So my lyrics
Remains a blank CD
That you won't hear on the radio
I have to bring it to life
Like the police
Who are still killing black folks
No need to be a savage
Just gotta show y'all
I can bring that pain to life
Cause I can no longer
Rush off the stage
Cause who will show you
That you need pain & fear
To be that executor
No to be that prisonor
Let alone be a slave
Just to stay alive
See I spent my days writing poems
And rehearsing
But it changed once
The devil heard of me
So I had to get deep
Not to be that villian
Who came to rape you
If I don't get it right
Then ima be weak
Like them fuck boys
Who turned great women
Into bad bitches
Just infecting with that weak pussy
It don't take much
To be a great lyricist
All you gotta do
Is turn gay
To be heard
Tell the devil
I don't write
To get bad nerves
I write to stop the purge
So I bring that pain to life
By expressing that fear
No need for me to overdose
Let alone kill
Cause being a poet
Is that true antidote
I can keep going on &on
But ima stop here
So you can put
Down the ignorance

Chronic pain

You are suffering 
Cause you refuse 
To be that change
Suffering like it's a game 
Coming back as that virus 
Making us bleed 
From that sexual fantasy
Voting for Trump 
Gave us a new prison sentence
I can't breathe 
Cause I got chronic pain 
All in my veins 
Don't roll the dice 
To collect fame 
Roll the dice 
To end the game 
We will end racism 
By not acting like savages 
Cause they are ready 
To kill us 
For expressing our pain

Pyramids

I can't sleep 

cause slavery ain't over 

so the war 

remains the prosecutor 

it ain't about being a hero 

it's about sparking the brain 

from becoming that virus 

who went insane 

just to kill 

with that fear

erasing love like it 

had no meaning 

the creator gave us tools

but that evil grew 

and that's when 

ignorance became the truth 

so we gave our responsibility away 

to be in the dark 

crying about why me 

we need that painful challenge 

so that we don't 

become a villain 

who refused to come back 

from that fear 

still blaming the government 

on why black people 

can't have success 

no we surrendered 

due to that fear 

they killed Martin Luther King Jr, 

Malcolm X, Tupac Shakur, The Black Panthers & Toussaint Louviture 

to tell us change & peace 

will never be an option 

so we just accept it 

to become that program 

just killing each other 

to have fame 

of selling fantasies 

we should become educated 

but we rather 

make demonic music 

and do meaning less dances 

cause it requires too much work 

to end the devils war 

we always resort to protesting, boycotting and riots 

cause that's all we know 

we must abolish the white supremacist 

and the black supremacist 

who believe being corrupt 

is the only drug you need 

aren't you done living in 

the devils pyramid 

so can we use money as tool 

and make this community called unity

It was a fantasy until I made love to you

I use to be the one 
Who held back 
When it came 
To being a freak 
But that all changed 
Once I started
Looking at those pics 
On that Instagram
Yes I had seen 
Plenty of pages 
Where they had body 
But none had a shape 
Like yours 
So I had to 
Examine all of yours 
To see if 
I was trippin 
And that's when 
My dick started going crazy 
To the point 
Where I got hard every time 
So my dick was blowing up 
With so much precum 
That I jacked off multiple times 
Just imaging what I 
Can do to that body of yours 
See I'll begin 
By writing this erotic poem 
To stimulate your nipples 
Like the tongue never could 
And you have that face
That I'll never forget 
Imaging how it would be 
To kiss you 
In a nasty way 
Would already have me 
That I will never 
Leave the house 
Just to sip on a drank 
Saving that pussy and ass 
For last because
I want to take my time 
Using my tongue & lips 
To corress every inch 
Of your curves and scars 
When I saw your pics 
Of them thick 
Juicy legs and ass 
It took me 
Straight to an orgasm 
That it made me 
Work up a sweat 
I want to spend 
An hour or two 
Eating that pussy 
From the front & back 
Making sure you are ready 
For me to use that dick 
Fuck a quickie 
I want to fuck all night 
Until you can no longer 
Shake that ass 
Let alone keep the pussy open 
Then once we are done fucking 
I will run u 
A nice hot bath 
With the best wine 
you can have 
Then lay you on the bed 
To give you another orgasm
Getting baby oil
To use for that 
Full body massage 
Making sure you are ready 
For that next session 
Of making love 
Where we can cum 
At the same dam time 
And kissing while we 
Nut all over each other 
Yes you have eyes
That erase stereotypes 
That all sexy women 
Remain damaged let alone 
Stuck up 
Due to fake love 
I didn't tell you 
This fantasy because 
This is weird 
How a man 
Can get horny 
By looking at pics daily 
I had to let go 
And let my dick be free 
You are that 
Walking artwork that 
Must be showed off daily 
Yes this is my fantasy 
Before I got to know you 
It was a fantasy 
Until I made 
Love to you 
I made love to you 
With my actions 
To heal you from that love 
That had no affection 
Now that you heard this poem 
Did it make you curious 
That I'm not here 
To penetrate you 
With this fantasy 
Of erotic love making

The devil's fake love

I created my pageback
 social media
Not to sell my dick
With those lies
Like the devil who
Keeps coming back
Yes your tears remain deep
Because your guard is way up
With that nightmare on repeat
Cause you have an addiction
For them fuck boys and trap niggas
Who had enough of being faithful
And tired of being degraded
Cause the media brain washed you
So I'm the fairytale
Cause I'm holding back
Why should I contact
To have sex
If it's not real
If I wanted easy pussy
All I had to do was pay
$9.99 on lair way each month
It wasn't your sex appeal
That spoke to me
It was your pain
That you used
To keep me in the dark
Cause my wisdom
Was too much
Your insecurities won't
Make me retire from love
All it did was prepare me
Not to go insane
Like the devil
Who can't stop
Being that man of fake love
Me convincing you
From not committing suicide
Didn't make you appreciate men more
All it did was boost your ego
You just don't understand
That I love hard with words and actions
But yet I'm the fairytale
Who is still holding back

She is that love that speaks

On the first day of school 
I took one look 
And said dayum 
She is fine & tall 
But I wanted to know 
Is she that queen 
Who is no longer hurt 
It got more interesting
When you started testing me 
So I took on the task 
To tell you
You are that sexy queen 
 Who needs to show the universe 
That you are more 
Than that beauty 
Of art work 
You are that sexiness 
That doesn't fade away 
See I'm not writing this 
To get you wet 
I'm writing this 
Cause you are
That love that speaks 
So you ain't gotta 
Bend over in front of me
To let me know you exist 
A real man 
Will take his time 
To give you that love 
That is worth fighting for 
She is that love that speaks 
So when these men 
Bring you that payless dick 
Let them know 
You want that love 
That is a shield 
She is that love that speaks

podcast and first video for my youtube channel

Good afternoon happy Monday hope all is well, i have created a podcast on an app called podbean; where you can create podcast on the go; and listen to podcast and audio books on the go; also did my first video for my YouTube channel when love calls it will speak; name of the video; love is not the enemy; check me out; also follow me on instagram @jarvonlovereveals; I promote nothing buy positivity; and preaching the word of our creator

podcast and first video for my youtube channel

Good afternoon happy Monday hope all is well, i have created a podcast on an app called podbean; where you can create podcast on the go; and listen to podcast and audio books on the go; also did my first video for my YouTube channel when love calls it will speak; name of the video; love is not the enemy; check me out; also follow me on instagram @jarvonlovereveals; I promote nothing buy positivity; and preaching the word of our creator

Looking for artist and sponsors

Good morning happy Sunday hope all is well
You must learn that drugs can't cure you
Your healing is done through the spiritual process
Don't spend life holding on to the past
I am looking for artist who need their music played on the radio
I am Jarvon Reveals a radio announcer; poet and independent Radio Producer
For Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine in Hollywood California
Send me your music on Facebook messenger
I'm also looking for sponsors
My goal is to get rich to fix what remains broken
One of my campaigns I will be working on is
Making sure homeless people in America have permanent housing and hire chefs to make food for them
A shelter is not housing for homeless people
Another campaign is to help people pay off their school loans
And give scholarships to people in school, wanting to start their own businesses or be an entrepreneur
I wake up to help people
Not rob them to keep them in fear

IF you missed my first radio show

Good morning happy Saturday
Hope you are learning that love is not the nightmare
We bleed cause we can't
Over come the fear
Over come the pain
Over come the struggle
Over come the hate and self hate
Over come being programmed
By the devils sickness
Its all a temporary sickness
To prepare us for the Creators blessing
Now if you missed my first radio show
The next one is on 8-11-2016 @9:15am pacific coast time
On KCLA fm 99.3 classic rock internet radio

I need a team for my talk show mixed with music and interviews

Happy Tuesday hope all is well, I am Jarvon Reveals from South central Los Angeles California. I am a poet, writer inspired actor and model. Who is an independent radio producer for Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine studio is located in Hollywood California. I am looking for a female co-host and camera man who does graphic design, this is a talk show mixed with music, open mic for artist and will do interviews with people in different industries, American Network Radio station slash studio, is open Thursday's through Sundays from 11am until 7pm. Once we get enough sponsors I am willing to pay $15 an hour, name of talk show is when love calls it will speak, that will discuss many topics, my # is 3238150808. Have an amazing week.

Talk show

Good morning happy Saturday hope all is well. I did my second how for music yesterday on 7-22-2016 and it will air on Thursday morning 8-11-2016 at 9:15am on KCLA FM internet radio. I passed my test yesterday to go into phase 2 of being an independent radio producer and I will need a female co-host; a camera man, and a person who is a graphic design artist to add special effects. I am located in South Central Los Angeles California, and the studio for American Network Radio is in Hollywood California @5287 Sunset blvd. The name of the talk will be, when love calls it will speak. I chose that because not only from experience and learning it from the creator who is our first love. Also cause we battle this everyday and reject it due to temporary pain, and temporary fear. The man who gave love a bad name was Lucifer, he knew we couldn't handle pain, so he programmed us to believe that love is nothing but a fairytale, if wasn't for pain a struggle or a storm, there would be no love to have. This show will also be about many different topics to educate, heal and inspire people to the change not the trend. I will be doing interviews with people who are celebrities and people who are not celebrities, and helping people advertise, so you can achieve your goals of being successful. One of my fundraiser will be out permanent housing for people who are still homeless, and I will have open mic for artist, also to recite some of my poetry.

first radio show on music

Hi happy Tuesday I did my first radio announcer show on music on 7-16-2016 Saturday; it went well and it will be aired Friday 8-5-2016 on KCLA FM internet radio at 6:30am, just gotta work on my intro outro and not talking fast

Future work advertising

Good afternoon happy Tuesday hope all is well. I am Jarvon from South Central Los Angeles California, and I am a radio announcer for Kaleidoscope Radio Magazine. I'm looking for people who need help advertising and promoting, doesn't matter what your career, talents & passion is. We all need help achieving our goals, add me on facebook JarvonLoveReveals. And I also will be up loading everything I do at the radio station to my youtube channel @ jarvon reveals & my instagram @jarvonlovereveals.

Why become the sickness

Our flowers no longer blossom
Cause they bleed
From the ignorance
Of broken men
How can they be loved
The right way
If us men
Can't stop being
The addicts of that fake love
Why believe you
Gotta be a nigga
Just to get a woman
Stop blaiming your
Temporary broken heart
And lets go to war
To abolish the devil's drank
If love was that easy
Who would you become
If there was no storm
These scars must be
Released from the fear
Now lets walk
Without sagging
Cause a real man
Doesn't promote swag
He shows the universe
His wisdom by
Saving these young kings
And teaching them
That these women
Are not bitches
Just to posion with sex
They are queens
Who were made
To keep us men
From going extinct

Scars

I thought I was 

Done with poetry 

But I had to come back 

Like the scars 

You can't let go 

So I gotta get deep 
Like the guns 
You use to kill 
And your scars 
Remain the truth 
Because the people of ignorance 
Failed to be the change 
And happiness to some 
Is nothing but a scar 
Faith to some 
Is nothing but a scar 
Love, trust, forgiveness 
And loyalty is 
Nothing but a scar to some 
So we reject the 
Healing of the unknown 
Cause of our scars 
Most of us didn't appreciate life 
Until a black man
Ran for president 
But it didn't 
Take away our scars 
Beacaue the police still kill 
And we the people 
Still kill one another 
So our scars remain 
The alcohol on which 
We won't pour out
Then you have some believing 
That you have to be 
Handsome & pretty 
Just to inspire people 
So our scars remain 
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out 
Donald Trump has given 
Some people scars 
Cause people don't care to vote 
Already believing that 
It's too late 
Why run to another country 
It won't erase our scars 
So we bleed 
From chains of fear 
When will the race war end 
It will end once we stop 
Blaiming the system 
So our scars remain
The alcohol on which
We won't pour out 
But for some 
Their scars became a scab 
When they gave their soul 
Just to have 
The power of money 
So they can promote homosexuality 
So our scars remain 
The alcohol on which 
We won't pour out 
You say you
Ready for change 
Then why do most of us 
Still sleep with
The devils drank 
In our hand

The story about that nightmare

I fell down again
When I lost my faith
That success wouldn't be mine
And I pray
That I will no longer hold back
So the creator said
Overcome this nightmare
By keeping my faith
You say fuck love
Fuck religion its nothing
But a hoax
And you believe
That money is
The root of all evil
No the corruption remains
With the people
Who are brain washed
So you continue
To stab the truth
With your pain & fear
So da devil
Put you in his nightmare
And you didn't even know it
You think it was love
That caused chaos
It was that self hatred
That began slavery
So it wasn't the white man
That stole our identity
We lost our ways
When being kings & queens of God
Wasn't enough to stay alive
And it remains the truth
That this generation believes
Obama is here to save us
More like it became
Black Friday again
We already had
7 black presidents
And we don't wana become educated
Cause we too busy
Smoking & drinking
That everything is a conspiracy
We still demasculate ourselves
Just to get admiration, respect,
Justice & equal rights
Da devil is telling us
That being that change
Will only get you killed
For spitting the truth
The government set it up
To program us
To panic about paying bills, loans and taxes
Cause they believe
Being rich is the only way
So how can da devil
Stop being a beast of persecution
If we the people
Can't show that love
Is the truth
To it all
The creator gave us
A second chance
Not to remain
In da devils nightmare

Da Battle of Ignorance

If black lives mattered
Then why did we
Turn our back
On the man
Who created us
Because holding on to faith
Was never the truth
Lucifer was a king
But he couldn't
Stop questioning why
Being a man of faith
Is the only way out
So his emotions grew dark
And he drank that ignorance
But we were all
Kings & Queens
That got fed up
Cause love had no drama
But you believe
This is not the reason
On why the human race
Is no longer alive
Lucifer started a rumor
And we began
Drinking that ignorance
Ever since fake love
Became the truth
And we claim
We are educated
But all we see
That its black against white
Mexixans against white
Latinos & Latinas against white
Not knowing that
Lucifer started a war
Called love versus hate
So why are we saying
Black lives matter
If we don't know
Our ancestors threw away
That black love
Cause slavery destroyed
The trust & loyalty
We had for each other
Don't let the police brutality
Infect you with
This drug called hate
Cause if we enter this war
With that hate
As the revelation
Then black people
Should just commit suicide
That ignorance remains a sickness
Cause we still sag
Thinking it means having class
And we promote
That being a gangsta
Is the truth
To our pain
Not it's a sickness
Like that ignorance
And you still say
Being black is beautiful
Then why is the hood
Still a disease
Cause no one is teaching
That love is the cure
The Mexicans won't stop
Chopping of heads in Mexico
Because selling cocane
Is the only way
And Donald Trump
Is nothing but a host
To summon the beast
Just wanting to kill
The people who built Amerika
It was that ignorance
That created fear
But we say
Faith, love, prayer, unconditional love, forgiveness, peace, justice
And change don't exist
Then why wake up to live
We wake to live
To be that change
So we can rewrite
The history of ignorance

Love is not a wet dream

Da creator made
A warrior of love
But Lucifer let
That myth of
Becoming a beast
Send him to jail
Where love had no faith
And he became
That nightmare on elm street
Turning the human race
Into a horror film
So can I
Recite this poem
Before you send
Your rebels of evil
To rape me
Lucifer your just mad
Cause love is
My ultimate weapon
So he made
Da creation of love
Nothing but a wet dream
And most men
Rather be a beast
Spitting that fake love
Just to get women
Hooked on that sex
And now da women
Protect themselves with that pain
Stopping love to speak to them
I guess da devils motto
Is da only love
We rather accept
Da Universe bleeds
With no one stepping up
To teach that love
Is da revolution
So we still believe love
Is nothing but
A wet dream
We spent too much time
Killing each other
That we must stop
This war of evil
And turn these demons
Back into warriors of love
Lucifer it doesn't matter
How much chaos you cause
Cause love will rewrite
The damage history
Love is not
A wet dream
Being that beast
From that myth
Is nothing but
A wet dream

When love calls it will speak short story

Jun 21 at 8:59 PM

When love calls it will speak
Intro
The reason why love is my favorite word. Is because I spent my days running away from it, saying the pain was too much. Love is my favorite word, because it taught to forgive those, who gave me pain. It taught me to learn from that pain. Then when love called for me, which was the creator, poetry &music. I just knew I had to become that voice of love, that was never dead. Because to me love translates to L for loyalty, O is obtaining it as a shield. V is victory, for overcoming that pain, trials & tribulations, struggles & storms of love. And E is for that everlasting excitement of happiness.

The pain of love

Why can't we crave love like we do food and alcohol. It's because food gives us that orgasm that we need. And alcohol makes us loose & excited for that sexual penitration. We constantly throw up love, because we haven't forgiven or learned. From that pain & fake love, that gives love more truth and power. We can't have that everlasting love & happiness. If we haven't overcome being mentally ill, emotionally ill, physically ill, & spiritually ill. I didn't know what love was until. I went through a sickness of being abused and persecuted. Because of how I looked. So I use to wake up thinking I was ugly. The pain that was given to me, sent me to a dark place, where I didn't want love or to be seen. Then I looked to my parents to see if they had kept love alive. I was torn with disappointment, because all I use to see. Was them arguing and constantly having sex, to erase their anger. There was one day where, we were all in the car. Then  my parents got to arguing & then my dad got mad, where he physically hit my mom. So this is what love is, a woman who gets abused. My mom remained strong no matter what, working hard to take care of her kids. So my mom took my dad thinking he was gone change. But he let alcohol become his life & love of temptation. How do us kings keep love alive, if we can't express ourselves. Let alone keep communication alive, our imperfections should be our tools. For keeping love alive. So my mom had enough, of my dad not helping out financially. And she was fed up with my dad, who was always passing out from alcohol. So the years went by, & we have moved to Santa Monica California. For that new lifestyle. Did my mom give up on love, no she got tired. Of dealing with men who remained boys. It made me think could love heal you, & save you. Yes if you don't reject it, when it calls for you, to speak to you. Two years went by & that's when my mom met the love of her life. His name is Dennis Gary &, my mom Portia Walker told him alot about me. So him & I played a game of chess, to get to know one another.  I had won the first of many games being played between us. A father figure and male role model, has been brought back into my sister's & I life. I was so happy & inspired again, that love called to speak to my mom. This was a love story like no other, & it so deep. Cause he wasn't a beast, that came to just bust nuts. They stepped in the name of love, like a black king & black queen should. Mr. Gary & Ms. Walker didn't hide their affection for one another. That their days consisted of writing love letters,& him catering to my mom. Letting her know she is that love that never ends. Then my dad hears about the new man, that came into my mom's life. So he finally was trying to take back, that love that was never dead. By buying a wedding ring & proposing to my mom. Who already had love that didn't hurt. My step dad had taught me not to be soft, or scared of love, that calls & speaks to you. And my dad taught me not to waste a woman's time or love. Just because we have lost faith in love. Doesn't mean a man & a woman, haven't been through that same pain. Then my step dad became ill in November 2006, & he didn't let my mom know. But she found out because he wasn't looking the same. This tore my mom's heart because they set to get married. And we were a family that had so much love &happiness. Our last family outing was at Red Lobster restaurant, enjoying one last time as a family. On March 9th 2007 he passed away at St. John's Hospital, Santa Monica California. This was the night before my track meet, sophomore year of high school. I didn't have the right mindset to run this race the next day. But I could hear his voice saying, don't soft or scared now. When things in life happen we must continue to live, & fight for that lifestyle you want. I know it wasn't going to be easy, but I wasn't going to forget the stories he told. See when love calls it will speak, the question is will we. As human beings continue to reject it, persecute it & run away from it. We make the battle even harder when we, don't return to the creators love & unconditional love. That love that called for my mom, didn't fade away it forever lives with in her heart.

A man who rejected love until

As I got older I had to learn that, the king & queen must become one & working as one. I use to think love wasn't for me, due to my insecurities. But that changed my junior year of high school, fall of 2007. I had met this fine young queen, who was only one year younger than me. It was even more sexy that she was made different. We started out talking as friends & we met in spanish class. She told me she was a sophomore, & I said you look older, so she laughed. And told me her name is Katie and my name is Jarvon. I didn't know all that time of me & her having conversations. Would lead to another love story, for me to wake up when love called for me, to speak to me. So everyday at lunch time she would approach me, when I didn't notice her. Saying my name with so much love & admiration. And giving me hugs letting me know, that her love would have me wet for days. But I was stupid for not pursuing that interracial love, with a white queen. I was so worried about what my family was saying. That I was mad at myself. Because she was that white chocolate queen, who had that sexy walk & sexy talk. As I was returning for my final year of high school, for the fall of 2008. She was still thinking of me, I had thought I didn't have another chance. We had the same spanish class again, to make this right. This is how I knew love was speaking to me. Cause she knew I was shy & scared, when it came to love. She should of been made the love, that would be my queen for prom. But I let that ignorance of others, get to me again. So when the school dance came around, Katie asked will I be her date, for the dance. And I kept messing up, then spirit week came. At lunch I went to one of the tables, where they had different items. Her best friend was on the cheer leading team, &she asked me am I buying Katie flowers. I said yes I am, that's when Katie came out of no where. Asking are those flowers for her & it made her smile even more. When you reject love this many time, it will still be speaking to you. I had to learn that love will always overcome & heal that pain. So I went back to focusing on track & finishing high school. That I didn't hear the lyrics of love, from Rhiaunna who was also on the track team. And I had known her since 2007. Her love began speaking to me, when she started talking to me after school. Saying things like why you always so loud. And she always had a big smile on her face. I was like dayum she is, that brown sugar love that I needed. It was a trip to me because every time, I was standing by myself. She was always approaching me, revealing that brown sugar love, that was so sweet. After the African American senior awards, she approached me with that sexy orange dress. A poem was already being written, that I didn't even express them lyrics. Rhiaunna said that I was the only one, that could make here laugh & smile. I use to write her messages on facebook, she telling me she knew. If that was so. Then why didn't you, tell me why you finally wanted me. As that drop of caramel that would be, that love that never ends. This made me wonder would Rhiaunna and I, start making love to one another. If she was my prom date. This would be a love story, that would be turned into a movie. We graduated high school and went our separate ways. But years later my best friend John L. Still calls me telling me, have I talked to Rhiaunna. He's always telling me, she still ask about me. Then he says you start dating her. I kept saying why she didn't tell me, what she really felt. John told me you know how girls are. When it comes to having a crush on a man. And I said she wasn't shy when we were in high school. So I don't know why she is acting shy now. There is no reason for me to hate, on that brown sugar love. That called for me & spoke to me. Rhiaunna when you read my book, you will know my love for you. Didn't turn into hate, & it didn't fade away.

To become that man of love

So I was starting my first year at Santa Monica City College, I had made some new friends. I was taking a basketball class, during the summer of 2010. Then I met this chick who started flirting with me. Throwing water on me, then I had slapped her on her ass. I had never got that close, to doing that to a woman. Krystin & I started dating, and she told me her past. A person's old dirty laundry doesn't bother me, because your past is your past. I thought it was real love, until she called me the night after. From spending a romantic day at Dock Wolier Beach California. She called to tell me that she had cheated on me. Yes I had cried, but I was to forgive her. Because you can't move on. If can't forgive that pain of love. We became good friends who saw each other every day between classes. It woke me up not to give up on love or keep rejecting it. There is a reason why pain exist. I was still lost & trying to find myself. To discover what my gifts, skills &abilities were. Then I had discovered at the age of 19, that I was supposed to be an actor who does poetry. My first audition was at Gower Studios on Sunset & Gower Hollywood California. I had got the audition when a PR rep from the company, to my school. I was so happy that I had found something, to act out my emotions. But what put my dreams on hold was not having money, & not having the support of my family. The year of 2011 came & it was a battle for real. That becoming a pro athlete wasn't for me. The journey of a transformation began, when the creator, poetry & music. Called for me when I was 5 years old. But I didn't accept the responsibility due to fear, to remain in the spotlight. And finally I had to deal with this pain, that gave me so much anger due to ignorance. I had already wrote a series of poems at the age of 16, that I didn't tell anyone. There was no more being scared & sensitive. So I recited my first poem, her flow is my melody. At this open mic called the Jamboree, off of Fairfax &Melrose Hollywood California. My soul brotha Fonze told me about this open mic. At first it was cool but then, the audience became infected with booty bandits. I had forgot this is Hollywood California, the capital of bullshit. I had met Fonze on the number 7 big blue bus. And we were brought into each other lives, to deliver one another. For still holding on to them demons that blinded us from the truth. Then we began hanging out every day, the community had notice that we are brothers. We made the creators love, faith & prayer, poetry &music so strong. That we were healing people & ourselves everyday. We had no choice but to throw away our egos, in order to defeat the devil. That boring open mic taught me, that I must not shut down. When the audience gets rude & chaotic. I had no choice but to find a new home, to let my voice be heard for poetry. I was doing my research on google & found this open mic, called Nicetys Poetry N Motion lounge. It was on 91st & Western ave, that had went down on Thursdays &Friday nights. As I had came to Nicetys on a Thursday night, I went to go speak with the owner. I had told her my age, that I was 20. And Ms. Nicety told me, you have to be 21 & over. Before she let me walk away. Ms. Nicety let me perform because she received a message, that I had a testimony to tell. This love of poetry &music that called for me, gave me an out let. To deal with my emotions. So Nicetys Poetry N Motion lounge, became a weekly thang. But the spiritual battle got deeper when, the devil was using my family. To get rid of me. All because I had to learn that I was the medicine, to that pain. That gives love more truth & power.
My mom who needed love
I was kicked out my house for helping, my twin Shante Mask find a place. We had both went to the Los Angeles County building, to apply for food stamps & General relief. After our case was approved we had, to look into housing assistance programs. We only could find transitional housing, which was like a group home. But this type of program was full of all type of people. It was already bad enough I couldn't sleep, or didn't eat that much. Because I wanted to resolve this issue of me & my mom both being hurt. And the creator told me not to forsake her, or leave her. So my mom had forgiven me, for not healing her pain. Then I returned home because I had enough, of that transitional housing. It was time for me to free my closet full of demons. See you can't have love, if you can't forgive those that gave you pain. It took me a long time to understand this, because I didn't deal with my nightmares or issues. No matter how big the scars are. They can be turned back into love, we must remain open to it. I am happy that the creator, poetry &music did call for me. I probably would of joined a gang, got hooked on drugs, or committed suicide. This love that was dealing with me for so many years. Was speaking to me, to prepare me, to preach to people. Who left love for drugs, money, fame etc. This was the test for me, not to remain so emotional. Then I began telling Ms. Nicety what was going on. She suggested that I go to her nephews church. And get deep into my spiritual journey. She took me in as her adopted son. I was very thankful for her letting me perform, at her open mic spot. Ms. Nicety was teaching me so much that it made see. That no matter what, nothing can replace the love of your family.

The Cinderella story

As the year 2011 was coming to an end. I was hearing about the Americas Got Talent Auditions. It was going to be on December 18 &19, at the Anaheim convention center. So I had registered to go on as a lyrical poet. I'm just thinking that this was going to be, me going to an audition. Little did I know love was calling for me, to speak to me. The night before the audition, I was in a hurry. That I didn't bring warm clothes for the cold. All I had was a sweater, my back pack, & the bible. But it wasn't enough to keep me going through the night. I was the first one, to be in line. I thought it would already be a long line, at 8pm at night. But more people started coming by each hour of the night. And that's when I notice this young black queen. Who was fine, like a never before seen flower. She was like 4 in line, with her nice tent. I tried to get some sleep, but the cold winds kept me up. Destiny & I both woke up, and we began talking. And she was asking me, what song should she sing. I told her to sing, what's in her heart. Her voice was so calm & sweet. It had me think she had that anointing. It was now 5am and we were both drained. So we both got out of line, to get some hot chocolate. From the star bucks inside the hotel. We were waiting like an hour for it to open up. And it was finally 6am, so we walked back to the line. As soon as we found out, we had lost our spots in line. Was it divine faith that we placed in the same group. I guess it was because Destiny kept approaching me. With that big lovely smile & that body like woah. So she began asking me questions. And I didn't reject her love, that was speaking to me. As we were one of the last groups to audition. I waited for Destiny after my audition. I heard her kill her audition. I seen her tears of joy, & knew it was her time to shine. Before we went our separate ways. She told me to take her number down & I did. A week had went by, & she had called me. I thought the man was supposed to be, the one to lead. The first step in name of love. We spent a few weeks talking on the phone. That frustration of not being able, to see each other got to us. So she made a date to come to Los Angeles. She said does it bother me, that we live 4& a half hours away from it each other. I said lets see where things go. It was now January 2012, we were finally going to meet. So Destiny & her new born son, came to my mom's house. I introduced her to my mom. Then we went to McDonald's to get her son something to eat. Then we came back to my mom's house, sat on the front porch talking. Then she ask me, when was the last time you had sex. I told her I am a 20 year old virgin. She said you will be alright, once you get some good pussy. Then we went in the house, sat on the couch, to talk some more. Then she reached in my pants, to grab my dick. And she said dayum you already hard & wet, lets go. So we entered my bed room, she quickly found a toy. For her son to play with. She quickly takes off, her pants & panties. Wanting me to get on top, & begin stroking that wet pussy. Yes we were about raw sex, it just felt right. So the first round of sex felt so dam good, that I couldn't pull out. As I stopped to think, once I bust this big nut inside her. She will become pregnant. But it was time to get back to losing my virginity. And she grabbed me, to not stop. It felt good to bust that first nut. I still had an erection, then I said. Let me hit it from the back doggy style. The sex position doggy style became, my favorite position. And after each time we saw each other. All we did was have sex. I was like dayum, she put it on me each time. We were so busy having sex. That we didn't spend time, getting to know one another. Then she tells me she prayed for a man, that was no different than her. when I had got my tablet return money. I had more than enough, for an engagement ring. On February 14, 2012, I went to fox hills mall in Culver City CA. To buy some things for Victoria Secret, &buy the ring from Kevin jewlers. After a long night of love making. I Jarvon had proposed to Destiny on February 15, 2012. So at the age of 20, I was now engaged. I was taking on a huge responsibility, & I couldn't hold back now. So a few months went by, of me &her. Going back & forth to see one another. The relationship ended in August 2012. It ended because I didn't have job, and I wasn't going to move Visalia CA Central Valley. There was just so many things that went wrong. She was insecure thinking I was a pimp. And she also kept questioning my sexuality. Asking me if I am a bisexual man. Destiny was constantly  persecuting me because I was weird. We both came from the same background. That we could relate to each other's pain. I let her keep the ring as a gift. I had learned so much from this relationship. That I must not throw away my love, unconditional love & kindness.

The healing from that love

My pain from this relationship started to heal. Once I let the creator speak to me with my new gift. To start singing romantic love songs. So no matter how many times, my heart got broke. Love was always there to speak to me. You see love is not the enemy. It's that ignorance that keeps us from the real truth. It is now 2015 & I have been single for almost 4years now. Because I am so focused on becoming an actor who does poetry. Becoming a male model. And soon have my own massage therapy business. Its now the summer of 2015 and I had to make another change. So I heard about Job Corp and I applied online for the orientation. My new journey for success began on July 20,2016 at Long Beach Job Corp CA. I'm thinking that I was gone loner and anticocial, staying focus for success. Let alone be in the spotlight light again of having love. But I was wrong and this new adventure for romance began in August 2016. In this class called career success foundation. At lunch this young lady Justice asked me do you think I'm pretty. And I replied I will write it down. So I had written a poem for her called she is that love that speaks. And I asked my friend Cedric at lunch time to give to her. The next day thats when the adventure for romance began. But I didn't take her serious because she was young and wil. It was a week later I decided to give her a chance, and told her roomate Stephanie to give her my number. This first phone conversation took place Sunday night, where she wanted to hear more poetry. Days later went by and I'm thinking is time to have love again. But I just became frustrated because all she would call me for. Is to go the store for her. How do u love and miss a person, if you don't take the time to spend time with the person. I continued to be nice to her to show patience. I gave Justice a chance not because she is that thick caramel red bone. But because she needed to be reminded that black men, are more than niggas. Who pursue women just to fornicate. Another suprise took my heart, two days after thanksgiving Saturday. Where ex first love Destiny called me, saying she will be LA lets meet up. So I go to Compton Califronia to meet up with Destiny. I was happpy because I waited 5 years for this. And she was happy to see me. And we started our reconnection, by talking everyday on the phone again. Yes this is a battle for me to prove to her and her kids, that I'm not a nigga. Who doesn't appreciate a good woman. Its been back and fourth due to her past of not having the right man, but the creator spoke to her again. So we finallly are making this work, cause loved called for us agian. Not to be torn by our scars of pain. I have decided to go the army, so that Destiny and I can have the life of not being broken. But I finally had to let destiny go, because she left me for the second time. She stopped talking to me, cause of her family issues. And because we are not in our careers. Now I must erase the wedding vows I wrote. So I no longer have to bleed from faliure. This was my experience. When love calls it will speak. To teach us that love, was never the lie.

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Da Lyrics Of Love

Yes I want to
Me wet a queen
Who is in her
Late 20's to early 30's
A woman who is
Not only is
Fine as wine
But a woman
Who is educated
That can make
My dick wet
Off that deep intellectual conversations
No I didn't
Pursue you for
That easy pussy
I pursued you
cause you were made different
And that made me wet
Your touch of
Your mind;body; & soul
Will give me an orgasm
I ain't never had
This is da love
I been wanting
Am I being freaky
Yes cause you
Opened me up
In ways I never
Been able to let go
And we should make love
On every melody
That is played
In our hearts
Never thought I
Would be approached
By a queen
Who wants love
That keeps communication alive
She doesn't just want
A man who
Only likes the normal
But a man
Who is into
The same sexual appetite
That she has
She wants a relationship
That doesn't involve
Her being abused &used
See I been
Wanting that new chapter
Of love that
Gets supa freaky & spontaneous
It would already tell me
I wouldn't need
To pay for sex
Let alone recycle
Pussy after pussy
Like I did
My pair of Jordan's
That queen that was made different
Is da beginning
Of that everlasting love
That would have our kingdom
Staying strong
This love we created
Is more than being freaky
Between da sheets
You are too beautiful
To let da pain
Put you back in chains
Don't let that
Chocolate cream of yours
Turn into shit
These fuck boys
Didn't take away your love
they gave you a taste
On what love shouldn't be
Did I say
I was da love doctor
But I am a king who understands
Cause I had a cup
Of that bad
Alcohol of love
I ain't gone
Just use my dick
for that sexual penitration
Ima use that
Unknown definition of love
To give you
That orgasm that you need
These are da lyrics of love
Not da music of sex
Yes there should be
Who can express themselves
But most only do it
When they bust a nut
Don't you know
A queen needs more
Than just your dick
She needs you
To be ready
To fight for love
that was never dead
She wants you
To let it be known
She is that queen
that you been waiting on
Don't put her
On a plate
Like meat of side bitches
Us kings only need
One woman as our queen
Yes sex every day
Would be amazing
Once you get that
King or queen
Who is ready
To turn your pain
Back into love
That freak in you
Would be unleashed
Once we defeat
Da battle of lies
We will both become wet
Once we become one
Creating da new
Lyrics of love
That would make
Da music of sex
Sound so beautiful
There is no need
To unleash your orgasm
To a person
Who is still
About that fake love
It's okay if you
Use to lust
But know that
Love is not da enemy
Dayum I can't rest
Not knowing did ya love
Put me through da test
I can't get wet
If we can't have
That romantic type of sex
I'm not taking you for granted
I am letting da
Da universe know
That there is
Only one queen
who can penitrate my flesh
Your love relaxes me
like a glass of wine
That I want abuse it
Just to use it
Your lyrics of love
Gave me a reason
Not to be a beast
You said you want sex
No need to worry
Cause I'm taking my time
to make love
To your unfading beauty
To reveal your unfading love
Of birth &healing
I ain't just spitting words
Of fore play
To get you all wet
Cause my love
Is da medicine you need
I can express myself
without my dick
Stroking da hell
Out of ya pussy
I am that love
That never ends
These are da lyrics of love

Booty bandit lifestyle

They tried so hard
To make me
Da devil's new bitch
But I'm not about
Being a prostitute
Who was a king
Dat became a queen
So dis is
Da lifestyle of a man
Selling dat sickness
Like its crack
What da fuck is
Going on in Amerika
No wonder why women
Lost admiration for us men
We rather be bitches
Without a dick
Hell na its time
For a new revelation
Every where I go
Its booty bandits
In da left &right
All dis pussy out here
And they say fuck dat
Da devil really did
Take our flesh
To his ass
Ain't no such thing
Being born gay
They been changing
Our sexuality
Through da food we eat
I cry cause we
Rather be slaves
And not return
To dat love
Dat was never dead
Going to jail
To hand over your manhood
Ain't da problem
Its those lost men
Who continue to
Spit dem gay lyrics
In they songs
And now they
Advertising for channel perfume
And Victoria Secret
Thinking whats done
In da dark
Ain't come to da light
And these young men
Wanna get belly percings
And face percings
Thinking dats what
Real niggas like
Ain't no real nigga
Gone live dat life
Cause da devil said
Dis how
U get into heaven
But we wanna
Make money so bad
We can't do it
No other way
So we just
Play da game
Of being gay

dat love dat was never dead

Lucifer u were created
From dat love
Dat was never dead
But u saw it as weakness
So u became a beast
Dat bangs for da streets
U infected our
Mother &father, Adam &Eve
With dat fake love
So da universe became sick
When we walked away
From faith &love
So we destroyed God's creation
When we couldn't
Over come da pain
Now we livin
Da Amerikan dream
Where it's our new religion
It would of been a change
But we threw away da responsibility
So da haters
Are killing again
Just to put us
Back on house arrest
We only carry guns
Cause we don't believe
In da power of love
See da beast
Still playing da game of chest
And we can't stop
Bending over for fame
We rising up
When they kill
But we can't
Stop degrading our women
Let alone save our children
From being rape &molested
And we still gang banging
Cause we don't
Wanna do da work
To be a righetous man
And da poor
No longer receive love
Because they are mentally insane
We are dat beast
Dat come to an understanding
About dat love
Dat was never dead
It is da revolution
Dat frustration of rioting
Won't give us justice
Its dat love
Dat was never dead

That Black Love, that was never dead

Our hearts remain black
but we know
we ain't about being black
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no its dat black love
dat was never dead
we can't defeat pain
if we constantly
sippin on da
alcohol of lies
Which stole our minds
Now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
can't holla black lives matter
if we don't know
about dat black love
dat was never dead
it wasn't Amerika
who stole our love
it was our ancestors
who went insane
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
we gotta get our minds
off fame
and start building an empire
where self hatred &evil
no longer exist
and give our black queens
dat ever lasting love
With no injection
of dat fake love
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens u never
would of went insane
if wasn't for
black kings who were
regulating as pimps
but they were selling out
just to show
slavery still exist
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens getting mad
that black kings
went after white girls
Mexican;Hispanic;Latina;Asian etc
no be mad
that u had a weakness
for fuck boys
who kept nutting
all over u
with da dark
image of a man
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
black queens say
their love never went
out of style
da black kings
can't keep it real
don't give him da pussy
until he goes to war
for your love
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart story
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
us black men
gotta do more
than be financially stabled
we gotta reinvent
dat black love
dat was never dead
and make it sweet
like peach cobbler,candy yams
Hersheys chocolate pie
and chocolate fudge strawberries
it will erase
da black queens tears
who had to do
bad all by themselves
now u tell me
is dis a cold heart
no it's dat black love
dat was never dead
dis war of ignorance
will be over
once we let love
be da revolution

Thug Love or payless type of love

U say that want
That love that remains sweet
But u thirst
For that thug love
...

Cause u like it
Hardcore nasty style
Saying real gentlemen
Can't make no thug love
So ull just be
Rearranging your face
Off that pool of blood
When u don't
Suck dat dick
Like a queen should
So hell recycle u
Like shoes from
Da payless store
This is what
U call thug love
More like u are
His sex slave
That hell crave
After having sex
With them side bitches
Thug love ain't about
Beating da punani up
Until u nut
All over me
It's about giving love
That doesn't abuse u
Thug Love is a sexual fantasy
That wasn't meant for women
Who are more than
A sexual apetizer
Thug love is an expression
For men
Who pretend to be hard core
A man doesn't need
A fake title
When he makes love
Da right way
So women stop with
Da list of chores
Cause us men
Ain't afraid to get freaky
For da woman
Who is now
My everlasting queen of love

When Love Calls it will Speak

I thought it was love
That called for me
But it was
Just a woman
Dressed in pain
One night stands
Is the story of my life
That I'm sick of
Women calling me
Just for sex
So women please remind me dat
All women don't
Thirst to control
Let alone thirst to assume
Being mobilized for 4years
Has me questioning
Did I give up
No I just walked away
Saying she won't fight
For dat love
She never had
We met back
In May 2014
Dat I didn't realize
U was so interested in me
I got da love
And passion for words 
That I need to
Give it away to u
I always give advice
But I don't wana be
So intimidating to
Da broken hearts
So when love calls
It will speak
Just know da next time
I see u
I won't ignore u
I won't give u
A hand shake
Ima wrap u up
In my arms
Just like my love & words
Will open your heart
So when love calls
It will speak
Once I acknowledge u
As a woman
Doing things to soothe da pain
And making u my armor
It won't be about sex
Once I make u my queen
It will be about
Love calling for me
To make me work
For a woman
who isn't a sleeping beauty
So when love calls
It will speak
For u to wake up
From da sickness
Of bad love
So when love calls
It will speak
It will speak
When there are
No more animals left
To give us strength
We should of loved them
Da way we love ourselves
So da howling winds roar
For a new victim
 So when love calls
It will speak
When we
For letting da devil
Make u throw away love
Now da chains stab
When we exhaust da fear
So when love calls
It will speak
It has spoken
Even though we still bleed
From da dark
Image of a man
It has spoken
When u say
Good men don't exist
It has spoken
When men say
Women ain't loyal
U thought u knew love
But u just knew
Da sickness of bad love
So when love calls
It will speak

That fake rap game

U so fake
That yo pants remain low
Not knowing u are
Da devils new lover
So u rap without a soul
Cause there is too many
Hypocrites judging life
I aint no pimp ...
So don't blame a man
Cause u fell for that
Fake rap game
That was da blurred line
For getting sex
So much confusion
Now women turning
Into dikes &lesbians
Cause most men
Are addicted to
Being a pimp
Who is now a beast
Not wanting that love
So we play chess
Cause that fake rap game
Devoured da truth
Now most of us
Became sex addicts
Which is now da life style
If love wasn't da truth
Then why do we
Have an epiphany
When love calls for us
That fake rap game
Was da devils plan
To turn a woman against man
That fake rap game
Is a drug
That has da blind
Diluted with lies
So stop stabbing love
With your past
Cause that fake rap game
Can't kill love
That remains sweet

Does Love Still Exist

They reject me
Cause of my age
They reject me
Cause I am taking
On da full responsibility ...
To serve and heal unwillingly
So if love ain't da truth
Then why do we
Remain battling pain
Cause we want revenge
For those abusing us
And stabbing us
With self hatred
Tearing a deeper hole
In our own hearts
Where we have
Become black widows
And scorpions
Just killing cause
We have lost faith in everything
If love still exist
Then why we the people
Not teaching it
To our children
Who kill saying
Da hood has more love for me
If love still exist
Then why do most men
Have side bitches
And most women
Wanna be bad bitches
To get paid
For that unfading
Beauty and unfading love
If love still exist
Then why are we
Not using it
To heal the beast
Who is not a beast
But an angel who
Lost his way
He posioned eve
With that fake rap game
To start a war
Saying a man
Is just a pimp
Who likes to fuck
If love still exist
Then why dont we
Love ourselves
If love still exist
Then we the people
Should have love for all

Love is the truth

We stand when
They murder us like animals
Without a soul
But where is the love
To dissolve the
Evil &self hatred
Love is not
For the weak
It's a shield
That is used
To erase the
Demonic fore play of no belief
So we can't
March for justice
Unless we have
Love for one another
Walk away from
That street life
And let love
Be the revolution
Us men have been portraying
The life of
Being a pimp
That we need
To be men
That will fight
For that real unfading love
So women can see
That a real gentlemen
Never is extinct
The Savage Beast
Made us slaves
To a universe
Of extinction & misery
That we must
Restore order with
Acts of kindness
Giving the hood
A new life
Where love is the truth
But the politicians
Don't want love
They gamble for
Our souls to take
Our love &faith
Should remain in our creator
Not in people
Who spit subliminal messages
I tell you
Love is the truth
That the beast
Will run when
We give him
Some of that love
That doesn't fade away
I tell you
Love is the truth
That the police
Will no longer
Bang for America
Once we bring love
Back into their life
I tell you
Love is the truth
That our generation
Needs to see
That love is not extinct
It was misunderstood
For so many years
I tell you
Love is the truth

I ain't no pimp

So u say
Ain't no such thing
As a gentlemen
Saying a man
Is nothing but a dog
Saying love is nothing
But that fake love
Did u dig
in that trash
To find that man
Who was abused
And manipulated like u
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be
Trying to live right
Let alone write poems
About people's growing pains
You still blind
With the foreplay
Of no beliefs
Don't judge me
Cause of my sex appeal
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be trying
To pursue that love
That remains sweet
If I was a pimp
I wouldn't be able
To feel any pain
If I was a pimp
I Would of been
In jail years ago
You just misunderstood
A real gentlemen
Who is not extinct
When I see a woman
Dressed in pain
What's on my mind
is that real love
Not making love to a gold digger
Who will give me
A death sentence
But to massage
Her body reminding her
That a man
Is not a beast
You think I write
To give women
A orgasm while
She hears me
Spit real lyrics
No I write
To spit the truth
I write to
give a deeper meaning
I write to say
I ain't no pimp
who is a squirrel
looking to bust a nut
I am that soul brotha
Who has that real love
And I'm in need
of a woman
who has that love
That remains sweet
So for the last time
Stop accusing me
of being a pimp
Cause pimp means
Pussy is a mans pleasure
If that was
A mans only pleasure
There would be no need
For a Woman's existence
And if u find
That man who
Is a pimp
Heal him with
That love that speaks

They call us the black disease

It was self hatred
That destroyed our obedience
Then our true history was erased
To put fear in our hearts
We gave in
To the womb of pain
Cause GOD didn't
Heal our wounds
So we erupted with revenge
When black love wasn't enough
To resurrect us
Through the dark days
Of evil men
The white people
Took Lucifer's Myth
To make us black people
Wide receiver's of
FAME & lies
They say black people
Are a disease
No the Universe
We live in
Is a disease
The genocide of
Our black youth
Is more than tears
It's a message
That we can't fight
For justice alone
Da system remains broken
Cause we leave our faith
In men who keep promising change
We all thought
Da pain would be releaved
When a black man
Was elected to be our Messiah
But he just
Took the bait
To cease da devils command
They abolished Justice, for peace
When they found out
Black people were
Made to heal
How can we
Be da disease
If we are the cure

Da Dark Image of a Man

U worship a man
Who thought he
Was a fighter
But he just
Wanted da fame
Of having money
Dis ain't no competition
I knock out those
Who spread dat bullshit
U say I'm a hater
But yet u have goons
Surrounding u
Just to suck yo dick
Cause they don't wana
Work a 9 to 5
Now tell me,
Is da life
A black man suppose to live
Da sport of boxing
Is now a circus arena
Just bidding on those
Who are a
12 years of slave
U ain't no fighter
U ran from Packman Pacquio
When he called
U out in 2011
Now u got socked out
By T.I. who is
Da king of da hustle gang
If u ain't no punk
Then take back yo soul
From da devil
Who only offered life
In da dark
Our Universe was polluted
With Fagonomics
Saying it's okay
To be gay
Then Ragonomics took us
To a place
We shouldn't have gone
I guess well never know
What da dark image
Of a man is
Until our new slave master
Barry Soetoro will
Rape us by
Injecting da RDFIM
Chip inside of us
Dis is da man
Who is da
Same blood line as Hitler
Our country is
Run by Nazis & Muslims
If we don't comply
We get put in Fema Camps
And then killed
In those camps
See it was George W. Bush
Who set up 9/11
It doesn't matter
If u are democratic
Or republican
They will sell u a lie
Just to fundamentally
Transform da sheeple
of da USA
And transform da United States
Lets wake up
And become educated
No more idolizing those
Who sold they soul
Just to become a millionare
Da dark image
Of a man
Must be slayed
By We Da People

Da balance dat I seek

I put myself
Back in chains
For not pursuing
Da woman
Who found me
So why settle
For a woman
who claims to be
A bad bitch
All she will do
Is devour me
With her drunken love
Da women of today
Require so much
For their job application
But how can it be real
If you are not
Willing to fight
To over come da pain
Love isn't built
On materialistic things
And it isn't built on age
It's built on strength
Da woman I want
Must know she has
Dat unfading beauty
And love
Dat no one
Can take away
She must be dat balance
Who isn't afraid 
To be loved 
By a man
Who is no longer
A savage beast
Who was an abuser of love
She must be willing
To be my armor
During da times
Of persecution, struggles,
Trials & Tribulations
And storms of love
She is dat unfading queen
Who has made me
A warrior of solutions

Da sickness of bad love

Women use to
Bloom like flowers
Until da war
Of Misconceptions began
Throwing away love
Cause u didn't
Stay committed to Jesus
Da love my step dad
And mom had
Inspired me not
To be  afraid
To be stabbed, by ignorance
We as people
Remain drinking in da dark
Thinking dat da
Drugz of lies
Is da cure
For our overdose
On dat pain
People repel other people
As being da same
If our thinking doesn't change
Then how can
Our hearts be free
From dis curse
Dat da devil
Made us drink
So we bleed
For not pursuing
Dat unknown definition
Of love
So we bleed
For not pursuing those
Who over came
Being a savage beast
So we bleed
When we say
Fuck Love
I just need
A fuck buddy
From time to time
Who said love
Was suppose to be easy
Women don't waste time
Sucking his dick
Spend time testing
His heart & character
Learning about our emotions
Will give us dat tool
Of emotional content
Us men gotta rise up
With our actions
Like Mufasa & Simba
Who fought for
True Happiness
I will continue to bleed
If I don't
Stand on da streets
Spittin my rap game
Is no different
Than my luv game
I knew I haven't
Been healed by a woman
Who loved me
For my imperfections
Recycling my needs
To heal people
From da sickness
of bad love
We bleed because
No body heard
Da cry's of
Our sounding wounds
So I must
Be dat man
Who ended da war, with love
Giving us da people
A new reveulation
Dat da book of love
Needs a new chapter